SuPerB!!

2011-05-07T00:09:00.002Z

http://www.kizoa.com/slideshow/d1693877k8553964o1/mothers-day

2010-11-25T18:17:00.002Z

HELLO.
I am loving GP, knowing that GP is not merely english. Thanks to the knowledge given during the GP enrichment. The emphasis that is taught is making the distinction. He have given some examples of distinction of words. With the extra sources that was shared, i have being used it since now and then to inculcate a sharp context. After the GP enrichment, i begin to realise that it is not impossible to get good results. All the doubts within me is answered and i no longer question myself why i can't do well.

Thats all for now. Holiday is here. It is time to get prepare for next year and have a great fun!

2010-11-19T09:48:00.006Z

LIFE IS LIKE A CUP OF COFFEE
spiritual stories by unknown
A group of alumni, highly established in their careers, got together to visit their old university professor. Conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in work and life.

Offering his guests coffee, the professor went to the kitchen and returned with a large pot of coffee and an assortment of cups - porcelain, plastic, glass, crystal, some plain looking, some expensive, some exquisite - telling them to help themselves to the coffee.

When all the students had a cup of coffee in hand, the professor said: "If you noticed, all the nice looking expensive cups have been taken up, leaving behind the plain and cheap ones. While it is normal for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems and stress.

Be assured that the cup itself adds no quality to the coffee. In most cases it is just more expensive and in some cases even hides what we drink. What all of you really wanted was coffee, not the cup, but you consciously went for the best cups... And then you began eyeing each other's cups.

Now consider this: Life is the coffee; the jobs, money and position in society are the cups. They are just tools to hold and contain Life, and the type of cup we have does not define, nor change the quality of life we live.

Sometimes, by concentrating only on the cup, we fail to enjoy the coffee. Savor the coffee, not the cups! The happiest people don't have the best of everything. They just make the best of everything.

Live simply.
Love generously.
Care deeply.
Speak kindly.

-END-

These short stories really kept me thinking about how i have spent my entire life. We often tend to be too bothered with jobs, money and position in society and neglect the way we are fulfilling the quality of life. Quality of life does not merely equate to having all the AWESOME latest gadgets and having all the freedom and the needs to yourself. How do you want to lead your life? All for just for money to satisfy your own needs only? or the feeling of satisfaction of doing charity with your own money?

Even if you got rich, with good high-paid jobs and that includes high position in society, all these are just tools that were granted to you as a privileged. It is not a must to have.These tools do not remain permanent in your life. They are better things that we can look out for that it is hidden in the coffee and that is the meaning of LIFE and often, we seems oblivious and ignorance about it.

2010-11-13T13:41:00.003Z

what a great day although is not that fantastic.
I did not know that today national training was swimming until sufyan told me( and that is when we were otw to percc). I did not want to go but i didn't want to waste my cost's trip to bedok. With a state of chiaos mind, i kept thinking of what to do. Well, good thing that my sister cannot swim and it is for a valid reason. For me, i am clueless. Thanks to Mai that i get her long tights and also to Suhailah for the swimsuit. I accompanied Suhailah most of the time. Overal, I love training today. It is was not really a training but i think it was like a 'recovery' for the body. Of course, i felt refreshing after the swimming. Nevertheless, i think if i finish school early, i want to jump into the water in no time before training. This is also so that i won't waste my transport cost from bukit batok to Bedok. Maybe. I shall see how.

Moving on, I went to Giant,IMM with my family. It was hilarious, at times . I ate my soupy YONG TAU FU. hen hao chi!! (meaning : nice to eat). YAY! hahs. After that, went to this wedding of my cousins at admiralty. I assume is cousin. The Bone Steak was delicious . I didn't eat that much as i don't like eating bone steak outside of home due to how messy i can be. Ate little afterall. I love the food, and it is for dinner time.

Here i am, at home. Well, i am rushing in memorising my Holy Quran Book for tomorrow class "tahfiz". One of my new year resolution was to also complete my "Juz 30" and move on to a new one. I will mark my words and make it happen. I will want to do well for my exam too for that "Juz 30".

Well, I am on the move on ART. The world of ART. No doubts, i am still working hard on it. Yesterday, I work on sketching of faces with the help of tutorials/videos through internet. It is quite interesting after i tried applying it on my wonderful SKETCHbook. I learnt the proper way of drawing a 3D shape hand too. The eye too and how the anime character can be drawn.

My Art is no art
Without my mind's simplicity.

This is a picture of an old woman. Sorry if it is ugly. I am still practicing on it. =)

Books

2010-11-12T06:32:00.006Z

Wow, finally i went to look through all the list of links that i had originally. I have deleted some and now, the list have shrink. All of them is click-able now. awesome! There's some blogs that i may not bother to read but i just leave it there, just in case.

Well, i have been starting to keep reading books. Does reading books really help to improve that particular language? Most people say so. That's partly the reason why. I do not agree it completely because even if we read as many books for the sake to improve, it is no point unless you applied it to your daily speech. Practice makes perfect! Since Malay A level language is over, i will start speaking a proper English Language. Not trying to be those speaking-girl-with-british-accent, but more of deleting all the singlish words like 'lah, luh, ar'' and (learnt from sharon) to replace a word with a better word. For example, we usually say "maybe" but we can replace it with "perhaps". Sounds interesting to me. The reason why i am doing all this is because of General Paper. In comprehension, we are not allowed to use the words from the passage and we have to just write it in your own words.

Apart from just about my English Language , It is also about creating innovative ideas and insights answers. If not for books, i will still be thinking about my 'Insights and Reflection' for possible solutions to the limitation of my project work. Also, books that teach me about, "dealing with people you can't stand" can nurture me to be a better communicator to people around me. It is about dealing with the most difficult people in your life.Speaking of which, am i a good communicator? Well, I still need to improve on how I deal with people and be a good communicator. That's why I borrowed that book. I am halfway reading it. Perhaps, once i am done reading, i will surely feel like sharing it. =))

Funny Words by unknown

English has some funny words
They give my mind the jitters
They sound the same to you and me,
But are spelled with different letters.

There's see and sea
Ans be and bee
It's terrible confusing!

There's new and knew
And through and threw.
It's really not amusing!

There's deer and dear
And here and hear.
It's horribly disturbing!

There's there and their
And bare and bear.
It's really most perturbing!

English is a Pain (Pane)
Rain, reign, rein
English is a pain.
Although the words
Sound just alike,
The spelling's not the same.

Bee, be, b
I'd rather climb a tree
Than learn to spell
The same old word,
Not just one way, but three!

Sight, site, cite,
I try with all my might.
No matter which
I finally choose,
It's not the one that's right!

There, their, they're,
Enough to mak you swear.
Too many ways
To write the one sound,
I just don't think it's fair!

To, two, too
So what's a kid to do!
I think I'll go
To live on Mars
And leave this mess with ewe!
(you?)

Thats all for today. Looking forward to blog again next time. toodles.

2010-11-10T12:45:00.004Z

hellos!

I miss a very good friend in pioneer junior college, a-ZOO-ah. Well, recently, she have not been that closed to me anymore. I also do not know why but one main good reason is she have bonded very well with her project work team mates. Good for her. I miss disturbing and teasing her.

Oral presentation have officially ended for me. Since all my project work's task is also done, it's the end of misery. The only thing that is left ; to hand in I&R and GPP and get the GPF done successfully on the 12 November. That's all.

I am going to enjoy my time till 12 Nov and will then resume back to my mission for holiday period that is to revise my JC1 syllabus. After the announcement of whether i get promoted(where my hopes are high), i will then start thinking of preparation for JC2.

Crazy Egg FAMILY

That's What Family Is All About

When you've got a family like mine,
You surely would not mind
They would cheer you on at any game,
All the way until you walk through the hall of fame.
They make you feel better when you are blue
And whisper in your ear, I love you
They would teach you something new everyday
And help you find success in everyway
They attend to your everyday needs
Whether it is buying pencils or beads
They make sure you are comfortable where you are
Whether you are in a house or a car
They would not let obstacles keep you down
And create a smile from your frown
They teach you wrong from right
And encourage you to keep your dreams in sight
They wipe your tears away when you are sad
And calm you down when you get mad
Thank you family for all that you do
I don't know where I would be if it weren't for you

2010-11-08T06:59:00.008Z

This post is to show how fat we have grown.. Well, i was just kidding. Is not about the picture. It is about my fat sister (in red). I want to

congrats her for being selected to go for WORLD championship 2010 at jakarta,Indonesia.

Also, for having her name published in newspaper on 7th November 2010. Train hard okay sista? Do your very best and believe in yourself. Bring glory to our family and Singapore and also, the most importantly is you are able to gain experience and improve yourself as an athlete.

I LOVE YOU, saranghae yo!

2010-11-08T06:03:00.003Z

yay. back from school. The best part of going home early today is knowing that my mum will be at home. It is very rare for me to have someone at home when i return from school. That's why i am happy.

OP

I have nothing much to do except to keep working on my oral presentation and taking good care of the Mini ATM. The Mini ATM seems to be my responsibility and it can be quite a burden for me. Overall, it is still worth it and every moment, i had to keep checking the condition of it since i am very careless person. Tomorrow is the actual date . I hope i won't turn out to be very shaky while i presenting . I want to turn out to be confidence and a good speaker. Am i a good communicator? well, I believe that with confidence, nothing is impossible.

Reaching the end of the year

2010 is ending soon so i went to look back on my 10 new year resolution that i made at this start of the year. I am glad that i have put my words into action. I have another 2 list of things-to-do before i can start a new year next year. That is to just take part in any possible ART competition and also to be prudence in my spending. I am trying my best. If no ART competition is available to me, i will take the alternative approach which is to do a piece of artwork that is different from any art piece that i have done previously that is able to sum up about 2010. well, that is a pretty good idea i must say.

TEEN's LIFE

Life as a teenager is often very different than life as either a child or an adult. It is a turbulent time, with different obstacles to face, and often it seems as if there are many, many more of them.

Is all about you

2010-11-07T05:32:00.003Z

Yoha!
Well, I really want to know the outcome of the "Happiness in the Wind", "fugitive, Plan B" and also, "all about marriage". It is very addictive Korean drama series. I tried to search for online drama series but it is to no avail. Is either no English subtitles or the website needs credit. It is saddening.

The most happening Drama series for me is the "All about Marriage".
next, Oral Presentation is in two days time. I am hoping for the best. YAY! Maybe after OP, i will then able to fully concentrate on my other subjects in preparation for next year. I can't wait for that day to come.=)

My love is like an ocean
It goes down so deep
My love is like a rose
Whose beauty you want to keep.

My love is like a river
That will never end
My love is like a dove
With a beautiful message to send.

My love is like a song
That goes on and on forever
My love is like a prisoner
It's to you that I surrender.

- Tasha Shores -

2010-11-04T15:57:00.003Z

One day you'll ask me,
"which is more important to you,
me or your life" I'll say,
"My life" and you'll go and leave me
without knowing that you are my life

I am back to the mood of drawing ever since A level mother tongue paper is finally over. Perhaps, if anyone can introduce to me any new themes for me to try out or even better, telling me any competition that i can possibly take part. It is time for new challenges,i guess.

My brain begun to go dead after a long hours cracking for answer to the possible Q&A session. Partly, answering the question with awesome insights is a bonus but what matters most is to be relevant to the question. When you were given the difficult spot where in less than few seconds is given to think, there would not have enough time to create better ideas. I guess, practice makes perfect and the brain will continue to keep the momentum going.

Confidence will bring answers out from you, naturally.

thats all for today.
Before i end ,
wishing all indians a Happy DEEPAVALI! Have a nice day!

The Long Day in Sch

2010-11-02T16:00:00.004Z

Roses are red, violets are blue
Monkeys like you should be kept in the zoo.
Don't feel so angry, you will find me there too
Not in a cage but laughing at you.

Yay! I have finally created a new blogskins. I love it alot. I will do my best to always Update& Upgrade my blog to make it more appealing and interesting to reader.

School today was exceptionally LONG and mundane.
1stly, No assembly
2ndly, No lessons except for oral presentation
3rdly, No teacher step into the class
4thly, We have no proper schedule like how normal school hours are
5thly, i felt like being in a jail in school..

however, despite all those negative remarks, it wasn't that bad after all. That was only when we knew what exactly that is required to work on after the Oral Presentation with tutor. We had our freedom around the school and that's the best part.

The whole day was all about Project Work. It is ridiculous, i know. <3

Somehow,it is the friends around you that actually create a better day but not the school's curriculum.

P.S: Finally A level Mother Tongue is Over. Good news is I can neglect all malay language's reading material and have the whole time to improve on my English language. The BAD news is Project Work is not over yet.

2010-11-02T13:21:00.002Z

hey.. i am back.

I am going to change this blogskins soon for a new fresh one.

=) be right back!

2010-09-18T17:17:00.002Z

hello to all.
Im here to blog once again.
I miss blogging.

Well, it is great to blog once again.
I have a good news . At the end of this month, i am leaving to Malaysia,kulai for Junior Asean Pencak Silat championship. It is a great opportunity for me and as an athlete, i am going to train hard for it.

The bad news, it clashes with my promotional exam. It has been a hard time for me to balance studies and silat and etc. Despite so, i am thinking positively by taking training time as a break from studies and to keep my mind fresh for a good quality time with my notes.

2010-07-01T13:29:00.004Z

The work of abstract,
with shades and strikes,
with circles and lines,
that is thick and thin,
with care and patience,
i work on it.

young people like me,
need different needs,
with aspirations means,
to cater my needs.

I welcome all ,
to share their odds,
their dreams of all,
with gaps not shine.

Enforcing aspirations,
to unite as one,
with pattern in line,
rhythm incline ,
and thus , harmonious in time.

congratulations to me and raseena for the hardwork of the artpiece. Cheers! =D

sick

2010-06-12T15:53:00.005Z

alhamdulilah, I am feeling much much better.
I fell sick on thursday:

1st symptom: A terrible heavy headache
2nd symptom: A fever
3rd symptom: gastric
4th symptom: shivery night
5th symptom: Vomiting
6th symptom: cough

So what's the cause of my sickness? not eating well? stress? I totally don't know.
Well, it feels horrible to get sick of course. In fact, after each sickness, i become stronger and healthier. alhamdulilah

Since i have been sick for two days, I have delayed my study time. I am going to study hard again for this one week so that the last day of june holidays, i can be more mentally prepared for school exam. Somehow, i am figuring how to study smart. I need to search.

2010-06-09T03:19:00.004Z

A Motivational Poem
Don't Give It Up
Poet: Z. Vujcic, © 2007

Today life gave you another slap
but don't give it up
throwing your towel in the ring
for things gone wrong, for words that sting
'cos there must be another way
you will see it in the light of another day
When everything seems sour, not in your favour
look around until you find better flavour
so, don't just give but live it up
pick up the pieces, be tough
grind your teeth and turn another cheek
don't give it up, that's exactly what they seek
It's too easy to walk away
quitter never wins so you should better stay
look challenges straight in the eye
don't say yet the last good-bye
fight like an animal in a trap
but don't give it up

i have been jogging , just to lose weight. At times, i feel like giving up but when i felt that the team managers trusted me on this,i just keep on running although it is at a slow pace . I miss MILO, french fries and also mocha. this year, i want to fight well and do my best. I want to show that i can be better as next year, is gonna be tough for me because by then, i am in senior team. train hard and play hard. wee!

thats all for now. toodles people.

2010-06-02T14:12:00.004Z

welcome myself back! wee!

Life will be meaningful when you know the purpose of living.
so what's my purpose of my life? live life, love life.

How's school? everything is fine, not perfectly great but already good enough for me to still have the motivation to study and do it well. Mid year examination is coming soon. Well, general paper and Malay oral is over. I would say i do not wish to know the out-coming for it. *Close ear*
i have three things in mind to achieve. "Begin with an end in mind"- 7 effective habits

Any competition coming up? Well, there's PSK( national Pencak Silat competition) on the third week of june. I have to lose another 1.5 kg more. Shall sacrifice for just two weeks. It is quite hard to resist temptations but i must say that i still have tiny weeny determination to be in my weight category.

How's holiday? Is quite fast though but i still manage to spent my time wisely. I do not regret ho i spent my time the previous 5 days. Last weekends, i spent helping out with Abg azhar 's wedding. It is my honoured to help them out. I also went to persisi . It has been a pleasant weekend though. Oh , one more, i took the courage to do a "silat pengantin" that time . Although it wasn't perfectly done,(because i was nervous and shy), at least i didn't missed out the chance.
I am glad that with my courage, i touched someone else's hearts.

How's my preparation for Mid year examination?i plan out my schedule weekly.. and geography is the main subject now. Anybody got any advice on studying for MYE?
i wanna say thanks to
1. jesslyn for giving me tips on geog.
2.Ms dinah for replying my msg to geog qns and consultation.
3. Ervin for helping out and answering my doubts
4. Suhailah, who helped me in GP tips and also other things
5. Mrs chang who helped me in chemistry tys
6. Ink, who help me out with biology
7. IMPORTANTLY, to my family, who have faith and believe in my capabilities.

Did i missed out anybody?if i did, tell me.. =D HEHE Thats all for now

2010-05-07T08:34:00.004Z

hey, is been a long time since i last updated my blog.

Each minute i spent my life in junior college, was a thrilling moment. The jokes and laughter with friends and teachers, brighten up my day after the pressurizing and heavy school work. I am equipped with valuable skills and broad knowledge through both formal and informal education. I am not yet familiar with the people around in PJC. I am glad that i was taught on time management and self-initiated study in secondary school. Even though , certain period of time can be a bore for me, i motivate myself with delightful ice cream outside the school. or maybe, as simple as giving myself a tap on my shoulder.

English drama society have given me experience in working as a back-stage crew. Seeing the different character when the actors/actress on stage ,comparing with the actual personalities, make me to reflect on one thing. It makes me realized that when oneself hide behind a mask, the logic of the words convey may not be real. To make it real, oneself have to believe in what she/he say and here comes, "Principle of oneself".

" It can be enjoyable, when you put an effort to make it fun.It can be fun, when you love what you are doing."

Speaking of which, i love to act and be in drama since i was small. It comes natural to me. If i weren't given an opportunity, it doesn't matter. As long as i am able to watch and be a part in behind scene, it is already a pleasant journey .

For now, i am deciding to either quit or continue my commitment in drama. It is very confusing.
My plan was to quit and focus on my external CCA and on friday, it will be my honor to continue my volunteerism at BBHA

What do you think?
Try giving me a hint,
Even if it was just a tinge,
I will listen and think.

2010-04-10T15:02:00.014Z

Dysfunctional Family

Parents who are career minded, tend to spend less time together with their family. Thus, their children will feel the lack of affection. They will naturally then turn to their friends and would be opened to bad influence, leading into juvenile delinquency and turning into a life of crime.

Couples would often quarrelled and failing to diffuse the situation amicably could lead to a divorce. One reason could be the lack of understanding, resulting in minor misunderstanding that would then developed into fiery disputes. Their children would always be the victim when any divorce took place as they would suffer in silence and keeping their anger to themselves. They would be depressed thus tend to isolate themselves from others. The tense surrounding at their own home would make them feel that there is no happiness within the family. Apart from that, they tend to find it difficult to form a healthy relationship within their peer groups due to shyness over their family problems and personality disorder. Due to their young age and immaturity, they will be prone to making rash decision like committing suicide.

In this scenario, husbands fail to understand their wives' needs and desires. In any marriage, wives would want their husbands to be loyal and committed to the family and very importantly, to shoulder their responsibilities entrusted to them upon marriage. On the other hand, husbands tend to distant themselves from sharing their problems from the wives, simply because wives tend to be very naggy and would often drag the issues for days or even weeks. In this instance, these wives fail to understand that their husbands actually wanted them to be more forgiving. In some dysfunctional families, their partners are not honest about their relationship. which could lead to feeling betrayed, resentment etc.

Some couples are even addicted to gambling which leads to financial problem. Gambling related problems continue to be amongst the highest in the world. Dealing with financial problems are indeed a very stressful situation. Thus, they will turn to alcohol and borrowing money from 'loansharks', thinking that it will solve their problems. They would become very edgy and easily becoming abusive and aggressive.

Issues on religious belief as a result of an inter-racial or mixed marriage, can also be the cause of some disputes especially with their in-laws. Failing to better understand each other's custom would lead to misunderstanding with their in-laws. These would lead to negative feelings and usually the wives will be emotionally disturbed. Husbands have to recognise that their ability to solve conflicts and understanding would go a long way into building a harmonious environment in his family.

Abuse is also the cause of any divorce. Wives would be deprived from love from their husband. Both parties lack empathy and understanding., often turn a blind eyes to their partner’s needs and were guilty of only caring for themselves or their self-interest. As a result, they would get stressed up and might turn to alcohol, thinking that it would help to divert from their marital problems. without realising that any excessive intake of alcohol would generate into other problems.

2010-02-20T07:39:00.003Z

QNS: what are you doing?

I answered:

Im eating nuts to drive me NUTS.
NUTS can make me go NTU.
But sadly, without a "S" because there's only one NTU.

Im crappy.
Hello everyone. I want to thank those who support me before/during/after the Road Run. thank you! I persevere through my race.
I run my best like as if there's no tomorrow.
I run as fast as if there's no more run again.
I run continuously as if it is going to end already.

I made it 4th in J1 girls. Congratulations to myself.
Nobel made it 3rd . Congratulations to nobel.
Xiao xuan made it 15th. Congratulations to xiao xuan.

Congratulations to so4!

It is time for me to start mugging. tata!

2010-02-15T19:29:00.005Z

PHOTOS: credits to xenia,facebook and seyeon.

A week of orientation with my OG class, which is s04 , has ended just 4 days ago.
I love SO4 because they are just AWESOME, oh wow, like totally freak me out. I mean right on, claps (3x), Pj sure is number one.

Monday and tuesday was a day camp. We learnt the cute and fun MASS dance. My dance partner is Musfirah. WEE! I LIKE! There was games and OG time. Everything was just fabulous.

2 day 1 night was from wednesday.
I love the stations games so much especially the part where we play water or even better, get sprayed by the OGLs. Samuel , I got u man! It was hilarious when he came to me to splash water while i was blindfolded. He came and say , " do you remember me?
". From the voice, of course , i remember. So4 was so polite when everyone greet and thanks the gamemaster for each stations. That was just trying to give good impressions , don't you think? points was very crucial for SPARTA as station games was our hope to win from the last to 2nd. We went TOP for our station games. To me, every single games, i just want to gain fun and learning experience. Winning wasn't much of what i expected. It is like the journey of our life, where is not about the destination and it is the failure that brings us to a better success. Every games they organized, allow us to understand and brings us an opening eye about JC life is about.

I hate the night activities, because is tough. NO LAH, is just that I hate it as it was tough.. but I LIKE IT because it was challenging. Among all the stations, i only like the part where we are suppose to eat the unknown food and not spit it out. I ate lemon, and it was sourish. My classmates asked if is nice and i didn't want to spoil their mind spirit so i said it was fabulous and nice. It was dark lah so is hard to see what it is. For so4, we only managed to get 2 pieces of the puzzle. Other group may have gotten four or even perfect score of 6! When we reach the hall, our class was the last to reach for Sparta. I thought Sparta would lose for this night activities but ended up, we are the 2nd to guess the place of where the princess is hidden. I LIKE!

Ouh yea, we managed to give Mr Chang, Our CT, a birthday cake with of course, a birthday wish. It was funny on how we tried to prepare the cake during the nightdrills. Thanks to wafir and another guy, dk the name. Both from s05. We had our supper after the nightdrills and head on back to our bunk. Guess what, since i didn't bring my sleeping bag, i slept on teacher's table. I find it abit rude sleeping on it so after that, i clean it up nicely so that it is back to the usual way.

We had our breakfast the next day. Quite heavy for a breakfast. sharlene, I would never forget what happen. This was how it goes. Sharlene was absent on wednesday. Then, i was queue-ing up for breakfast and they were passing down the plates,fork and spoon. I talked to sharlene about i think the plates , not realising it was sharlene. I took sometime to even realise it was sharlene while i was stoning away. After like a sudden quiet for a few minutes, i turn back to her and say," SHARLENE, when you came back?" ," how come i didn't realise you?".. I mean usually people who came to school while they were absent would say HI or something. This sharlene is an exeptions i guess. KIdding. For that morning, i got many jokes from her, shu yuan and also , azura. I get haywired. LIKE TOTALLY.

Most of the time, me and another 19 people were practising for the J1 clan's finale. Imagine me danceing sexy and cute move? haha. Got messages from people saying it nice but i find myself abit rough. haha! We dance korea pop songs and "1,2,3.." I think it was fun to be able to cheer and perform on stage. Maybe thats where some people came to realise how loud my voice can be. I am such a loud girl. I was damn nervous while we are waiting at the back of the glass door for our entrance to the hall. I decided to take the lead as I need to shout it out loud to release my nervous and be brave about it. SO I DID IT! We just had fun at stage man!

The orientation finale was something everyone looked forward. I was actually kinda sad as it was over till i feel like just hugging one another, together as a class. At the same time, i am looking forward for lessons to start. We had our final mass dance, final mass cheer and everything. I LOVE IT. I came to realise how a smile and a welcoming hi can bring people to approach ourselves in a heartwarming way. I don't how to explain but it is just awesome to how i have make an impressions on people who i don't know at all. I LOVE EVERYONE, and hope you guys love me too.

Since i was able to be daring and voice out like how i did for my orientation, i shall hope to be brave enough to challenge myself in studies and not be shy to ask questions to teachers ad friends. =)

On friday, it was the Chinese New Year celebration.

It was my happiest day of my life.It is not much about the teacher's performance on video clip or about the J1 cheering competition.During the introduction of the CNY performance, they annouced on the present of the Bukit Batok Home for the Aged. I was damn surprised as i looked to my right. I couldn't wait to just go over to them and be present just by their side. People may not understand how much i have bonded with them and love them so much. My anxiety went higher and i couldn't wait for the performance to just end. so sorry teachers. The reasons why i get so hype up is because I didn't visit them for 2 weeks already and some even hoping for my presents. I get bonded with each and everyone just from the 2 months is because i know what they were hoping for . All they want was for me to remember them , if can.. their names and also get the love from me. After the performance, i took the opportunity to run down to the concourse and then, down to the canteen. I didn't want them to go and the good thing is they were having their lunch at the canteen. I helped out and the principals and teacher was surprised to see my presents. I was flattered by Mrs tan words. I didn't know helping out as a volunteer over there could have made a great deal over it. =D My efforts was recognised.

I saw my face with the Bukit batok home for the aged at the school website. Haha. Ira told me. =) Nice retarded expression i have. haha. I ate with them and also serve them. Some of my friends were surprised and it was my pleasure to tell them how much i miss them alot.

To unknown, I know is irritating or whatsover of how i behave and keep asking if is possible if i go over to them, but don't you dare to give me the "heck care " face or even ignoring me. The message that you were trying to give me like "for what?".. just hurt me alot, honestly. You guys will never understand.

Anyway, no matter what, at the end of the day.. I still feel sastified for what is being taught to me and what god have given me. I'll still feel as happy as ever. After each day, after each obstacles, after each failure.. Before i sleep after every each day, I'll feel GREAT because my family have taught me well and at the thought of the people at BB home for aged, I LOVE THEM TOO!

Well my first week in school was totally great,
Much fun and friends, I had made,
Orientation wasn't a bore,
To tell you the truth, i wanted more,
JC is like a whole new page,
Like flipping a book, to chapter next.

give me one Atiq's clap, TCUK! TCUK! BOOMZ!. credits to Ira and Giat Hwee.
Thanks to Nobel, for allowing me to be the cheer I/C, together with mathew and dk who.
Thanks to s04, for the great fun, crapping and laughter.

I LOVE PJC2010 Orientation camp!

2010-02-06T11:28:00.004Z

A week of pre-orientation is over. I think the best part of PJC to other people was because orientation is 2 weeeks and 2 days while other schools like Innova JC is 1 weeks. For others, is a bad thing because we will be way behind from the rest of other schools because we will be slower. I don't know if i am supposed to be happy or sad about it. This coming week, there'll be a camp of 2 days and 1 night. We will be classified to our final class that will last for 2 years. Me, jerwin, waikit, and the rest will all be separated although we took the same subject combinations for H2. That is sad but must think positively. We will still be seeing each other during the lectures right? haha.

Btw, I am in English Drama Society. Went for the practice yesterday. They were starting for the Syf. I learnt alot about acting and the parts of stages. It is interesting. Become the backstage or controlling the lighting is i think is the best . If i act, i scared i screwed up although i really wanted to act since i was young.=D Just being part of the Syf for drama this year would be good enough for me already.

Also, my h2 subjects is Maths, Chem, Bio and my h1 subject is geog. Of course , PW,MT,GP is the compulsory subjects. The comments about PW and the feedback from seniorsis just scary. Saying like, "is damn time-consuming?", " Is tough?" and " is very hard?".. zomg. Haha.

K lah, thats all for now. be back soon.=Di want to put up pictures but i can't find the cable for my hp to the computer. nxt time then.

2010-01-31T03:13:00.007Z

Here i am once again.

Congratulation to myself that i make it to pioneer junior college. I found myself lucky because those who got the same point as me had to appeal to the school for the admission while i don't need that. Maybe thanks to my parents who make my first letter in my name "A" or else, to the achievements and my activeness during my secondary school life. It is true that JCs are looking for students from Uniformed/performing groups as the number of students in CCAS like Band have found to be overwhelming . Just like my MG01. Half of them are from Band and choir . cool , isn't it?

I was wondering what CCA that i am going to join in PJC. I am not going to join those very committed ones as I already have something that is in my schedule. Maybe, I join that help out to cambodia. I wanted to go Cambodia during secondary school but it was because of band, i wasn't allowed to go. so unfortunate for me. I thought of joining something that i can still pursue my interests in Arts but there isn't any Arts Club. Only taking Arts as a subject. What else? ODAC sounds great but it is just too time-consuming especially when time is the limiting factor. Tomorrow, there'll be CCA exhibiton and i'll look around to see it for myself on what is there for me. I need to be very active , but of course studies is my priority, as i really want a scholarships for me to go NYP under physiotherapist/Occupational therapist.

The environment at pioneer junior college is very comfortable. I think i would spend my time studying and getting my work done before i go training. There's the NICE cafe, small but air-condition sanctuary and of course, a very spacious canteen.

MGO1 OGL is just so funny. Hui ling is it? i don't know the spelling. Krismin is very friendly and nice to be with. Met new friends from my own group. Nice, interesting and unique in their own ways. That wafir is so funny during that "WILD WILD WEST". That game is about speed reaction and is so scary to me. I get to the finals with Wafir. The winner gets the forfiet and he got it. Adilah, a malay girl from commonwealth sec sch, is very crappy with me. Get my laugh gas out from her. She was the closest friend among my new friends. Jun yong, is my mass dance partner. He is so cute and funny when he didn't get the dance steps and really blur about it. We had to partner with a guy of nearly my height(still he is taller than me , of course) because there's a couple dance .

Congrats to jerwin who manage to finally get to PJC after he appeal. So it will be me, waikit, jordan, wei hong, jerwin and the other 7 in PJC. =D I hope waikit, jordan, wei hong and jerwin won't wake up so late and get on board the bus earlier so we will be on time. =)

2010-01-18T13:04:00.002Z

Oh man, i am in senior team. When i see those who came for training, they are like all tall and i feel so small. Nvm, size doesn't matter right.
=D i cant wait for tomorrow. New challenge for me.

Whatever that is thrown to me, I accept it as a challenge. I do not understand why people have to relate anything that is happening now to the past especially when there's a saying " past is not equivalent to the future." Why people are not happy when people have already move on. You can call me names because i am true of what i am doing and i have the conscious mind when i am saying things and everything. It is your choice to judge me, but if you have known me well, you know i am not like that. To my dearest friends, forget the past and move on with it. Do not hold onto it.

I plead no guilty as i have the facts. Even with my explanations, you can sense my sincerity. You may ask me as many questions as you want, because i am not afraid to your criticism..

To anonymous, do not be a coward. Say your name.

I am sincere with watever i do since the last two years. You should blame yourself first, before you blame others. be grateful with whatever you have now, because if you don't , you end up getting dissapointment.

Honestly, I am so happy with my life. I have a wonderful family. I tell everything to my family and there are my source to my happiness. I am glad to be one of them.

2010-01-17T14:36:00.002Z

WOW! is been a long time since i blog again.
anw, is been a great week. =D I hope it will be better for the next days to come.

I feel so happy. Less burden on me because I have such a wonderful, understanding mother.
I LOVE YOU , MUMMY.

=D Anw, OMG. I can't believe i have stalker. Is ridiculous. Why is people is so KPO about people's life? leave me alone and i'll leave yours too. =D

OH oh, I feel like i;ve improved. I will keep on improving. I miss the residents there. =)

2010-01-08T16:27:00.002Z

I felt so satisfied and happy today.
really.
As you know, i went to volunteer today AGAIN.
An old man whom i just talk and chat yesterday, make my day.
He tell me how much he cared for me . He said he even think about me before i sleep because i am just so nice to him. He would not care about people around him over there much, but when comes to me, he do. He was waiting for his child yesterday but it seems like he felt disapointed but happy because i was there to talk to him. What also touches me is when he said he quickly come down after his sleep , thinking that i would go off soon already. I felt that my achievement have fulfilled. Although i heard from just one person, it already make my day and i believe the rest felt that way about me.

I have the passion in helping people out and be there for them when no one is there for them. I want to make my passion as a success by touching their hearts , no matter how hard i would feel in the first place or in the middle of everything.

i can just shed my tears of joy but i have to control, so as to not worry the people there.

2010-01-06T09:33:00.003Z

Yea!! I have done the acrylic thingy. WOOTS..
I took less than an hour to get it done. Good thing that i didn't procrastinate. I am proud of myself.

Thanks to quenton, who accompany back to school. He went to school for NPCC, so he really doesn't matter sending me back and forth.

Thanks to hassan for returning my baby photos and holding to it for more than a week. =D

As a return to them, i gave them jelly (but without spoon) . HAha
I didn't go volunteering today. Taking a Day break for myself to enjoy my day again at home.

After meeting those two friends of mine, ( also met jeremy along the way), I went to buy milo and french fries that i've long wanted to get it. Finally. I went to return the book. I think is overdue. OOPS.

I feel like a student,
although i am still,
what i mean is,
a kiddo who step into the school.

=D The Only thing that overcome my loneliness when i am walking alone was the music in my head.

2010-01-04T15:37:00.003Z

Reality is much nicer than in photos , really. When you see the real one, then u knw y.

Yea! i am back.
I drew another piece of art.
Comments kay?
what should i title for that drawing?
Colours over flower? idk.

2009-12-31T23:13:00.007Z

YO!! happy new year everyone!Special wishes to :
1. my family, of course, and
2. to my best friends (did i miss out anyone else)
- Chia yi ( hope to see you soon)
- Sid (always been)
- Nelly( I miss yea lots)
- brenda (lost contact with her though)
- Junie (you are one of them nw)
- Sally ( you are still mine , kays)
3. and to those who have help me during difficulties=)

To the rest of you guys, rock on for 2010!!

I don't usually write out my new year's resolution but now i am doing it. so enjoy my top 10 new year resolution.

WORK HARDER IN ALL ASPECTS
In terms of religious, I should be more engaged with my Holy Qur'an, insya-allah.
I need to strive to do well in that sports. I need to practice and get fit . I need to have full concentration in it. Focus well. I would not get emotions into that fight. Change my tactics. For this year, i should come back stronger. Work on it, girl.
For academic wise, I should make it worthwhile. A year one in JC is always important for promotion. LESS sleeping in class.MORE consistent in studies. GREAT hardwork.

I WANT TO GET ORGANISED
whether is Home or School, i want to have a better systems in place. Maybe i should take one untidy aspect of my life and draw up plan to get on top of it.
Dateline:3 months?

I WANT TO HELP PEOPLE
As some of you knw, i am already helping one of the community near my house but i would never get sastified till i have touched their hearts that may take in many form.Instead of just sticking to one community/centres, maybe i would find more to get more exposure. Eventually, i am intending to go Junior College so time may be my limiting factor to visit them often.
saw this at reader's digest : " The world shrinks into a smaller global village with catastrophes reaching us daily via the media, so it's no surprise that ' volunteering holidays' are booming worldwides"

LEARN SOMETHING NEW
There's nothing more esteem-building than getting an additional qualification under my belt. Like this saying, " Nothing ventured, nothing gained".
Since my career options would be physiotherapist/occupational therapist, maybe i should get more books to learn more about how the body move and everything, don't you think?
There's no harm for me to venture further and learn first before being taught.
I need to widen my general knowlegde so as to keep myself with the world news. The Daily thing that i can do is get that thick newspaper and READ it.

SEEK FORGIVENESS FROM PEOPLE THEY HAD WRONGED THE PREVIOUS YEARS.
I make this saying; Forgive the past, Be friends in the future.
Even if it is so hard to say sorry to the person personally, i still must agree that for a sincere apology, a face-to-face apology are more worthwhile. I never want to make enemy but as far as i am concern, people would make enemy with me. U can make enemy with me, but i'll still accept you as my friends. I know everyone makes mistakes, so do i. I would let go the hatred i had with anyone that is keeping within me and open up my heart and soul to anyone who wishes to enter my life, i promise.

SPEND MY MONEY WISELY
I like to splurge my money on food so i have to really control. I have this mole in my palm and there's some old saying, i like to spend my money. I will never let that happen. I must really spend it well although i don't really own special and expensive stuffs such as PSP (i didn't really bother to play that stuff though, no offence).
"With the recession taking its toll worlwide, it isn't surprising that many will resolve to get their finances in order in 2010"-R.D-

I WANT TO JOIN any COMPETITION
Most preferably, art i guess. I may not be good in it but i would like to give it a try, really. I just so love drawing. Each time when i am bored, the only thing that i can think of is to draw anything that is on my mind. I am keeping a Super Thick Sketchbook.I thought of having each year having each sketchbook. =D I am also using it as a diary, so words are in it too.
Other aspects, i wouldn't mind but have to reconsider about time and my capabilities

FIND MY IDENTITY
It is not that i don't know myself . Is more like i need to change certain things to be a better person. Btw, fyi, i don't get it why i look like a 12 year old kid. Am i that small? Nevermind, I look young is good, but at least i don't think immaturely. Even if i did, maybe it was just an act. a well done act i guess when people say i childish. HAha.

TO BE HEALTHY AND GET BACK MY STAMINA
due to my conditions

MAKE SURE I FULFILL ALL THAT NINE LISTED ABOVE
To be summarize up, i would want to be a better person for this year and today onwards.I will face up all challenges that drop upon me.No matter how hard the obstacles i am going to face, I would overcome all my fear, worries and phobia. =D
Love me, and i'll love you back.
Hate me, i will still love you.

=DLIVE LIFE, LOVE LIFE, LOVE MY HEART.spread the love.. =)

2009-12-30T15:59:00.004Z

I am back here. I had a fabulous time just now. Embarrassing moments too. The Philippine staffs would know why. Why didn't i check thoroughly before leaving the house? Nevermind, embarrassing but totally hilarious.

The decoration they did for that board was a brilliant idea. The end result was really "mei li" . That's the kind of language they spoke. I was really having a great time laughing there. I even received lots of compliments about me ,really thanks people. They even gossips about me, i don't have to say. It is for myself to knw, ONLY.

I don't get it,
but i have take it,
i have lost it,
how to retrieve it?

Double life for me, i guess.

OUh,i forget to wish Fatin Nabilah a happy birthday yesterday. I didn't get to join them celebrating for her birthday yesterday at marina barrage.
I have like 3 stuffs clashed together in one day so obviously, family comes first.
Sorry to Nisa.She actually wanted to go to YlA reunion along with me because i invited her quite some time ago( 1 month ago?) .
Hmm, honestly speaking, i can't wait to get my results back. I just want to get over it and go to school back again to work harder and pursue my career. Vision it and achieve it , like i said .

2009-12-29T14:39:00.004Z

On last weekends, my family went for a shopping spree. It was fun. We also watch " Bodyguards and Assassins". It was boring at first but when the climax have reached, it gets more exciting and for the ending, it is very touching..

" For a great revolution, Blood and sacrifices should be made" - agree?

Tomorrow, i am going to do Handicraft + Art and Craft for New year!! wee.
I am going to have lots of fun. 3 weeks being there already! woots.

=) gdnite.

2009-12-22T15:08:00.002Z

CUTE shoe! I like it alot.=D

Oh , I seriously had a great time there. Already been 1 and a half weeks there. =D
No matter how busy my life is going be when i managed to get JC, i'll never forget the experience i had and i'll do my best to go back there once again.. All of them are hoping for Christmas Day to come.

Also, Spend your youth days wisely. Don't ruin it by the things that didn't benefit you at all. The most memorable moment would be during your teenager's life. Live it well ! If you don't , you'll regret when unfortunate things happen. Study hard and achieve the dreams that you have been hoping for. If you don't have a dream, vision it now. No regrets.

=D tell me when you are in need, my friends, My families. I'll stay by your side.

2009-12-18T13:08:00.005Z

I am back.

Since some of you already knew that i have been volunteering, I was more of thinking of getting some groups to give a performance to elderly especially on thursday /friday.
If anybody is interested, feel free to contact me.

A week being over there is really great experience.
There is certain things that i have learn that i want to share.
Sometime we think that we have many years to come and some think we will be alive till the age of 60 plus maybe.When i was there to interact with the residents, i somehow realize that sometime the choices we had was really unpredictable . For example, at a young age, our parents would passed away and as years passed by, we would not have the money or the support to get a proper job or even a proper home to live (especially when times getting more expensive). That's why, some had no choice but to be in that place to live even though financial help could have been thought in the first place.

I heard a lot of stories, some really bad and some i just pity a lot. I am truly grateful to have a very good family bonding and even relatives.
Without them, i would be like one of the residents there.
Without them, i would not get to feel the meaning of life.
Without them, i would not get to see what is life for , for me.
Without them, i don't get the feel of L.O.V.E.

Everytime i see them i would think of what should we do to make them feel that life is there for them even if is too late for some to do things that typical people would wished for.
Some of them there even think that death is awaiting for them.
Is just so sad to hear ," I can die over here" , in Chinese.
Even when i was there to help, the most i could do is make a smile on their face, check on their well-being by interacting.

When i am there, I began to appreciate alot of things:

Like,
The cups we used.
The place we live,
the chairs we sit,
the attire we wore..
the ability to move,
the ability to see,
the ability to be free,
the ability to study.
the care we were given,
the love that were spread,
the friends we have,
from the bondings we shared.

What i should really do to improve myself is to really study hard and give my parents a good time during their retirement age. Let them live life to the fullest and see the world around them.
I would also never want to hurt people feelings . I would want to keep myself healthy and strong , in order to fight any possible sickness /illness.

before i end my post, i would like to send my GREATEST appreciation to some of you who have been there for me consistently without fail and left me a great impact in my heart especially during difficult times.

First upmost would be of course my dearest family. Thank you Ayah, Mummy and jie. You always push me to greater heights and make me believe in myself.

Next would be to Sid, Junie,Shafarie, suhailah, Haniff, Waikit, Sabrina, Jone (suprisingly he called), hassan and Ting yan.
A special thanks to Nelly who no matter how far we both are, she make time for me and we hang out.
Thanks to Hafizah, Haris , eng teck, eunice and some of you guys for trying to understand my position and ask about my well-being.

A BIG THANK YOU from me. truly.

2009-12-15T11:17:00.005Z

Today, i went for volunteering services, from 10 a.m. to 5.30pm.
It's truly great. =D

"Basically, a lot of things have changed. Or even maybe everything has changed. Nothing's the same and I guess nothing last and stays the same. Some people change for the good, while some, for the worst. Oh yes I have seen these people and I personally know them. Well that includes me(: I bid them good luck in all their endeavors. One thing that I've learn so far this year is that in situations, people change. People can't choose the changes they want to make. The situation that they are in makes these changes for them without even noticing it. Well that's simply sucks and sad." -unknown-(not me)

Its never easy,
To fufil promises,
When you know you cant,
Don;t you dare to make one.

When you think you change,
Don;t blame others abt their change,
think about your own,
because of what you just said.

If i can,
If i have the power,
If i have the ability,
I wish i change you.

I know your fate,
Your true destiny,
if you do not make the effort,
you'll be at lost.

2009-12-13T14:00:00.009Z

CUTE!

Went for band camp ( 10th-11th December)
Is quite nice luh. The farewell Party was Okay,not so bad. Quite impressed with some performance. It takes courage for all of them to perform so quite happy to see them perform although they are shy. Ru Jing came for the camp and he have this english-speaking accent. Very Funny and nice. I had a great time with Junie at night. =D

Then, Next day ,Hang out with shafarie to Mac and also the school because got nothing better else to do while the band doing drills and junie was teaching them. Then, went to join in the Captain Ball. Fun Fun but tired. After the first movie, Junie and Xiao hui went off . SAdly, left me and Shafarie. Quite tiring while watching movie, too tired i guess.

Then, they got prize presentation . Then left school. =D
Thanks to shafarie for coming along with us to the camp although i knw he is busy. Hahak. Had a great time,really.

VIVO with nelly.(9th dec)

It is my first time out with a friend you know. The best part is being with my primary school friend , nElly. I truly had a great time. I get to learn more about her about certain things. Things that i never thought. Even also, Things i never ask before.I posted some photos of me and her at facebook. Feel free to see. I guess she felt honored to be the first friend whom i hang out.

I went to accompany her to JPS and then buy a lunch for her Little Bro. Then, Ate at banquet . Then went to a shop where Nelly likes the clothes there.Then we took photos. It may sound very mundane but the jokes we made and the talks we had is really memorable. =D Truly miss.

2009-12-04T16:42:00.002Z

Another day of my art..=) comment please??

2009-12-03T16:43:00.004Z

YAY.. i have done something.. Anw, Anyone, PLease comment on the drawing below: I really do appreciate if there is any feedback, either gd or bad, still appreciate.

2009-11-30T09:19:00.003Z

I have finally made up my mind after Sec life..

I will go Junior College. Anyone will do. I rather go the one near to my house. Pioneer Junior College. See how. After i complete my A level, I choose to further my studies at Nanyang Polytechnic., taking Advanced and Specialised Course under Physiotherapist.
I would continue my attachment to any hospital. During my working life, i would work hard to get my degree using my own savings account.

Life is so short. really fragile. In this 3 month holiday, i learn valuable lesson. I know who was really there for me.. I am glad i was able to realise..

From taylor swift-Breathe..

" I see in my mind as i drive away,
'Cause none of thought it was gonna end that way,
People are people,
and sometimes we change our minds,
But is killing me to see you go after all this time.."

From taylor swift- Baby, Don't break away my heart slow..

"I like the way you'd hold me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you'd sing to me
Every time things got rocky"

Me has change , maybe.=)

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2009-11-26T08:06:00.004Z

This is me and Mr Aw

PROM NIGHT Theme: Hollywood Glamore
AT orchard road
Starts: 7.00pm

I reached there at 6.50pm. I took 15minutes to get myself to enter the Hall.
It was a pleasure to have friends to welcome me in with their cheer and calling of my names. Haha. It was Okay. Love the videos. I didn't know how the photo of me, sally and junior ended up there. Was shocked somehow. shy too. It was like full screen..
I guess mdm maizyan did it.

I felt great after giving out my tiny,small gift. i really hope they like it. Sorry to some that i didn't write cards. My intention also was to give to other classes too but time was the limiting factor(although i can manage my time).

Nevermind.
Maybe will give it when the day we get results. This is the link to prom photos. Do take a look. It will take a long time to upload at blog. Facebook is much faster. Sorry for any inconvenience for some of you. Have fun and enjoy looking.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=138195&id=564641670&l=b0cd8c13fc

4e5 rock on!

2009-11-26T07:29:00.004Z

oh ya.. i have yet to post about my birthday . It was on 18th november.
I didn't go out anywhere on that day but i got a fabulous cheese cake from mum and also a board from sis. Even before my birthday i got a wallet (brand: Guess) .

I receive a lot great wishes from friends and family too..
=))

2009-11-15T15:10:00.002Z

after the days..

People had been asking me how was the o level and all i could say was " okay"..

It is so hard to express what was like being done with O level papers , really.

I not sure myself.

Lately, i've been thinking about my career prospects after secondary school.

Biomedical? nah, is not so secure afterall. Teacher? i not sure. Nurse? maybe, quite a stable job.

I bet many grad students are busy shopping for prom attire. I wonder. Some even decided to go Johor to search. Mainly because it is cheap. Obviously.

How would i look like with the attire i thought of. I wonder if people would recognise me. haha.

It really felt great when you could do all the things you want after Os. I do not have to think about studies and etc. It feels so free, like a bird being free from its cage.

i thought of doing something different and benefits from it.

i need to do something, something great, so that i won't feel wasted when holidays are over.

okay, It's getting late.

Goodnite.

2009-11-13T08:41:00.003Z

O level is finally over today on 13th nov o9

I was not excited at all..
neither do i feel happy..
I suddenly feel so empty after chemistry paper..

hmmm... weird i know..

anyway, guess what, i am finally back with just my GUITAR. wee!.. it's been 4 years since i've last touch my guitar.. hahaha..
I've done learning the scales and chords .. just trying to get used to it ..
The disadvantage for me was obviously MY HANd was small..
I had to strain my small little fingers to the far end scales luh.. sob sob

I just can't wait for the time where i finally get to play the guitar well..
nevermind, i shall take step by step towards success..

YAY!..

2009-07-18T05:40:00.003Z

A new room,
With a new identity,
A new environment,
At a new place..
wee.. my room finally gonna change.. HAHA.. =)
As per normal, is time for me to clean up! haha
BYE

!

2009-07-16T12:19:00.004Z

100 Days to O lvls
30 days to Prelim exams
15 days to preparatory exams
11 days to MT O lvl LC
10 days to Physics spa(skill 3)
5 days to Biology spa (skill 3)
1 day to Chem spa(skill 3)
4 hours to sleep!

-ON 15th JULY 2009-
THEy are Horrible,
and almost terrible ,
Though i shouldn't care,
Never do i dare..

-On 16th July 2009-
Drag Myself,
Leave my wish,
Go and learn,
To be a witch..

-Poems are loved-

HAha. those short poems are made for fun. I don't know why i have mood for poems nowadays. Motivated? Inspired? HAha.Ouh ya.. Praval is damn good in Poems , you know. haha.
hehe. random

anyway, tomorrow , i have CHEMISTRY O level Spa on Skill 3. tough you know! The mock test, I only get 2/4, but not so bad as other people have lower than me. Worst still, O/4. That's how tough it is for Skill 3, planning investigation.

ANYONE have 'BRIGHT iDEAS' to share with me?? I need help in 'single word topics'. I am lacking of creative and innovative ideas. Really...

I am DETERMINED,
I am PERSEVERING,
I am TRYING,
IN all aspects..

I do not bother,
the obstacles i get,
I need a mindset,
a positive guide..

I Dreamt something,
that maybe IMPOSSIBLE,
but i do wonder,
If I-M-POSSIBLE..

What makes a champion?

It is not the trophy. It is not the talent. Not the salary, the most points, the fastest time, or the most records. It is not even being the best of the best. All of these things are just the benefits of what makes a true champion. You see, the real winners in life are those who have the courage to see the impossible. They are the people who overcome and persevere through all adversity. They learn from their mistakes, and no matter what, they never give up on their dreams. A true champion has VISION...

2009-07-14T13:34:00.003Z

-leave me alone-

They're no longer here,
To be part in my life,
For as long as i know,
They destroy my life.

I'm returning u,
With a cold shoulder,
As a distance away,
From you and me..

You hide behind a mask,
Lagging yourself alone,
To know your true self,
Of what i call 'Identity'..

Gender doesn't matter,
When comes to friends,
What really matter,
Was the character in them..

I learnt alot today,
Although sadly,
Is not my day..

But i am glad to know,
Who THEY really are,
Because it is my journey,
to pursue a real life...

"Deception of a masked masquerade..."

2009-07-08T12:38:00.002Z

-Trust No one-

I believe in NO revenge
I could not relieve the rage,
You make me feel so pain
till i felt deeply abase..

No matter how high i go,
They wouldn't care at all,
but i know a long time ago,
I got no respect for long...

I aim high,
to dream big,
I go far,
to learn more..

I know who i am,
as i know myself the best,
I know my true friends are,
even though they are not the best..

I love my family,
more than friends,
I couldn't bear ,
To be apart from them,
as they are my loved ones who i care..

2009-07-07T10:06:00.003Z

Hey, finally i am here to blog. The video above this is one of the many activities that i have been doing during June HoLiday. I think i should have done better in both my semi-final and final match. Damn! but nevermind.. at least i've learnt alot of new things during PSk training.

Anyway, congratulation to myself that i managed to win a gold medal in PSK( national silat championship) and also inter-grasio competition.

Now , is my time to focus on my Studies although i heard there's competition for national athletes...O lvl ! O lvl! here i come!..

right now, i need to really be on task. I am left with about 110 days to O lvl. Tomorrow is my MT O level Oral Examination at Swiss Cottage Secondary School. I have to report at 2pm.

Am i confidence about it? hmmm, NO! I am very nervous. Today , during MT lesson, Cikgu Fiza let us practice and she do her best give us as many tips and advices that she can. During SS period, she test us like as if it is a real exam. Somehow or what, I am very nervous although is not real.

HAHA. I guess i need to practice more and be mentally prepared for tomorrow,right?

ouh.. tomorrow is YOUTH day celebration for BVSS.
wee! We can wear our home clothes but in two condition, pay $1 and wear appropriate attire.
After school, I am going home to change for MT O lvl Oral exam..

Thats all. I have "tembel". I know is retarded.
WANI?!?!?!?!?!

2009-05-18T07:58:00.003Z

2009-05-16T11:31:00.002Z

hey.. hey.. im back..
IS been a long time since i last update my blog. Thats a compilation of the sec 4 bvmb. I hope they are doing well in their studies. I guess stepping down of CCAs is an ideal thing that all graduating students are mostly happy of..But it seems like there'll be more incentive proggramme , don't you think?

Back about bvmb..
hey committee member of 2009,
It has been a great pleasure to work with you..I've learnt alot during my journey with you guys. Some of you have been so patient and tolerant with me..and others, you guys have really been by my side and cheering me up when im down.

I would like to send my most gratitude to that person that I think is such a good comforter.
"You know how i felt all this while and you never fail to make me smile. You and me may not be so close but afterall, you have made an impact on me. I hurt you once and that time, i felt truly regret. I hope you would speak out more and be strong.."

Hmm.. the person is huimin..

Ouh.. i hope you guys are able to come down for band on one of the days to help out on some stuffs and teach the future committee members well.. Thanks guys once again...

JUNIE:you act fierce very well and i admire you for one thing, you bonded with the bvmb members well
ENG TECK: Thanks for teaching me with the rythms of the marching ya.. I've been practising you know.. haha. random.
RUJING: OUH.. you're such a joker.. You're excellent in clarinet.
YUAI:thanks for saying the truth about your unhappiness about me at first and also, you really have a great concern towards instrument uh... and you played trumpet well ..

the rest.. JARON, THWE NI, SALLY , JI Yun, ESMONDE and JOHNATHAn

2009-05-15T10:49:00.000Z

LYRICS

Ooooooo o ooooooo o ooooooo o oo oo oo oo (X2)

Verse 1:
I like boys that like to smile
and laugh at themselves once in a while
that can sit and talk for hours
and in the morning, pick me flowers
boys that like to be very clean
that are never ever mean
and can tell a witty joke
boys that do not like to smoke

Chorus:
One day I'll find you (X4)

Verse 2:
Boys that aren't afraid of bugs
that will always give me big warm hugs
like to sing and play guitar
that are happy being who they are
boys that like to be outside
and can admit when they have lied
boys that have an honest passion
with at least a slight hint of fashion

Verse 3:
Boys that are funny and artistic
that are mostly optimistic
boys that are not very lazy
a little weird but not too crazy
boys that aren't afraid to cry
that will always give a second try
and will try to do their best
i want a boy not like the rest

Ooooooo o ooooooo o ooooooo o oo oo oo oo (X2)

2009-04-02T13:32:00.006Z

SUMMARY OF MYSELF
i did a question that was introduced by my family....

It was proven that...

"YOU are a person who is keeping things to yourself. YOU are a bit more choosy on friends and only hangout with those whom you think are on the same frequency. What YOU want in YOUR life is half still in dreams and fantasies. YOU are strong in YOUR life. YOU have one good friend in YOUR life. YOUR last relationship is not a good one and is not memorable to YOU.. Even when YOUR partner is not around, YOU still think of him/her and are loyal to him/her, not flirting around with others. High ego! humble personality.... only have an average bond with YOUR friends. YOUR partner is a very soft, smooth and humble person...."

This was the last test but was said that it is the most important part of the test.

From how I ended the story... a tornado approaches…
What are you going do? There are only 3 options:
(i) run and hide in the box?
(ii) run and hide under the bridge?
(iii) run to the horse, ride on and gallop away ?
What will you choose?

Now, the above is signified by these things:
tornado - problems in your life
box - you
bridge - your friends

My result is ..."I chose the HORSE: YOU seek YOUR partner whenever YOU meet problems.."

2009-03-07T14:59:00.006Z

hey i am back finally.. adam khoo's workshop is truly great. I've learnt alot and it have change me to a better person.. I now can understand the feeling of SUCCESS..

Hmm.. 3 days of Adam khoo's workshop shall be a good learning points for a lifetime..
I learnt alot during Adam Khoo's workshop and it have helped me to change to a better person. I used to think negatively and are not able to choose to believe that i able to succeed. I've been feeling worried and depressed, as I could not cope in my studies and activities, as well as it have been investing most of my time and I always to try to cram everything last minute. These have affected my sleeping hours. After this workshop, I learnt the feeling of being able to success. I now chose believe that I could be an eagle who continues to flap till I can fly and succeed. I now no longer have intention to sleep late and Iam getting myself to believe on my capabilitives. My goal is to achieve as many A"s as I can in my O level and optismic about life. For a long term I wish to be a Speech Therapist Or A Doctor.

Oh ya, I went to eye check up on last thursday... based on the computer, my left eye are great but for my right eye, i have high______(idk hw to spell). So after went for further check, i need to wear specs.. HMM.. hmm.. you guys maybe wonering how i look like right? hhaHahahahahh... maybe i'll look nerdy, geek or what?? haha watch out for me soon.. gaga!

k lah.. tats all for now.
gtg..
logging out with ..

" past is not equivalent to future.."

2009-02-11T12:53:00.006Z

today. although usually school starts at 8.30 for every Wednesday, sadly..
4e5 have to come early for the Orientation System for careers (OSCAR)..kinda great as i get to know more about the careers that match well with my interest and abilities.
After looking through my career opportunities and exploring the possible path that i can take in the future, i feel that Speech Therapist and Occupational Therapist (OT) is my type and i think im gonna enjoy it alot.

Career Profile Inventory

Your Interests pattern is in this order:

1. Investigative

Publish Post

. Social

3. Creative

Your Top 5 abilities are:

1. Interpersonal

2. Sensitivity

3. Abstract Reasoning

4. Creative

5. Numerical

Occupations Matching

List of occupations that match well with your Interests.

Combat Medic, Naval Underwater

Dietician

Doctor

Engrg Technologist, Civil

Nutritionist

Officer, Credit

Officer, Laboratory (Health)

Officer, Scientific

Officer, Tax (IRAS)

Optician, Precision

Optometrist

Radiographer, Diagnostic & Radiation Therapist

Speech Therapist

Surgeon, Dental

Teacher, Mathematics

Teacher, Science

Technician, Dental

Technician, Medical

Veterinarian

List of occupations that match well with your Abilities.

Artist (Fine Arts)

Artiste

Author

Bartender

Chef, Naval

Clerk, Settlement

Clerk, Trading Floor (Pit Observer)

Copywriter, Advertising

Designer, Editorial

Designer, Graphic

Designer, Product

Floor Trader (Floor Broker)

Hairstylist

Journalist, Broadcast

Officer, Credit

Optician, Precision

Photographer

Producer, TV

Producer-presenter

Psychologist

Scientist, Political

Speech Therapist

Technician, Accounting

Technician, Taxation

Visual Merchandiser/Artist, Display

Waiter/Waitress

Wine Steward

List of occupations that match well with both your Interests and Abilities.

Officer, Credit

Optician, Precision

Speech Therapist

END OF REPORT

2009-02-07T16:06:00.002Z

Thats the red chilli plant that im trying to take good care of and do my first-time-try-out planting thingy=)

Is my first time you knw. wakaka.
Ouh, i was happy at first that it grow after around 3 weeks of watering and taking good care of it.
Then after around few weeks, sadly, i have to replant it with new seeds as i accidentally kicked it and topple over the pot.. damn sad luh..but then since i can't cry over the spilled soil and stuff, i take it as a learning point.

haha. Now, is been already more than one month that the plant is surviving..yippee.. Thanks to me but then, it seems the soil is getting very dry as i seldom give nutrients to the plant. Ouh sad.
haha.
I jus hope the plant can produce me alot of red chilli soon. haha..

oh ya, i wont be updating so often as i always returned very late and no time either. sorry ya? thanks to those who still visit my blog .really appreaciate..
Every minute, every second is precious and worthwhile if i use it wisely..
tag my blog if u wish me to update.. haha.I'll be most glad.
band practice nowadys is 4 times a week..(mon, wed,fri and saturday)although is tiring, i don't mind continue coming for practice and preparing for the upcoming of Syf'09.That's the band spirit if every band members try to present for every practice and do sectional practice.. =)JIA YOU!

2009-01-24T13:35:00.001Z

yay,im back blogging.
hmm, firstly, in case i wont get to wish on time..
I shall wish "HAPPY chinese New year" in advance to all Chinese.
for the NON-chinese, "HAPPY holiday!"..
hehe.

2009-01-24T12:08:00.009Z

K next..

Life must really move on no matter how sad and tough the matter it is.
There's always a setbacks in life that keeps people going..
treasure the people around you and don't ever have the intention to hurt someone's feeling.
Anw,to the friends and families out there, im sorry if i ever hurt you guys.. truly sorry..

"Jangan sesekali berniat untuk memulaukan seseorang sebab kamu rasa seseorang itu telah membuat salah terhadap kamu..Jikalau kamu telah membuat sedemikian, minta ampun lah kepada seseorang itu.."

hais..
Today, i practically sleep most of the time.. because of headache..
I'll do my homework done by today ASAP so i wont have to worry for the subsequent days.
hehe.Oh ya, you guys may be wondering why i tie my hair.. One of the many reasons is I MISS MY LONG HAIR..hehe.
Is lame but is true..
Soon my hair will grow longer right??Yipee!
I remember the time i scared to go school because of my very short hair..now i don't ,of course.

Hmm, there's times that i lost my confidence level and i don't know why..
erm.. what else should i blog about???

OH ya, now i know what to blog about..
Yesterday, BVSS have Chinese New Year Celebration.
My lessons from 8 to 10.20am was just Additional MAths and Mother tongue.
It wasnt so boring afterall.After lunch, we went to the hall for the celebration. Haniff and elaina was the MC about the chinese culture. Then, jone, nadia , jordan, alex and etc became a model for the chinese clothes. Then got singing competition. There's six competitors.One of the many competitors, the best was tong en and Jing lei.. haha.Then, CCAs group like Chinese Dance and modern dance also came up to the stage to perform... haha.Physics remedial was cancelled due to Staff lunch.haha. Happy!

Yup. Thats all.

2009-01-19T12:18:00.004Z

Hello.. good afternoon everyone. Im now taking a break.gag.
I think i must still work harder and be consistent in my studies.
TIME is precious. Don't you guys agree?

Hmm, Today was class beatifying day. I helped a little here and there.I will took some photos. I felt that my class 4e5 is beginning to work together as one unlike last year. Maybe is because we put our differences aside and etc.

I hope that 4e5 would at least win something for the class decoration this year as it will be a great memories for4e5 luh..haha. Can't wait for the result for the Class decoration.

kays.seriously.. i nowadays am trying my best to preventmyself from sleeping in class.Mum taughtt me lots of stuffs and one of them was to drink water. Based on a Non-Fiction Book, we tend to be sleepy at times due to lack of water and thirst.

hehex.
Anyway, i think i should go and do my homeworks and revision for chemistry.I seriously don't really understand the topic on metals luh. Gosh..
Hmm.. i seriously don't know what to say already..

YAy, tomorrow got training..i don't know why i am looking forward to it.
hehe. more pictures of 4e5 classroom to be uploaded.. Yippe!!i hope i remember ya..

2009-01-14T17:52:00.005Z

i wont be posting for a very long time..I am busy lah peeeps.
O level is getting close as i waste day-by-day studying and doing the same routine.Busy ! BUsy! is so pressuring nowadays..
If possible , i wanna sleep early to clear the black circles and ... not to look like panda!

2009-01-10T14:21:00.004Z

You stole my heart

Never willing to return

For it has already made a home

That will remain profound...

These feelings will never subside

For you have filled the void

And made my life more meaningful,

Purposeful

You are that missing piece in my life

That I've salvaged.....

So don't ever leave me again...

For twice is enough

To understand the pain

That I'll bear for my entire life

Don't leave me alone

Cause I can barely see at all

You're my source of strength

So stay here

By my side,

Where you truly belong

And we'll run away

Towards our dreams and future...

that poem above.. i wanna say to the person who did the poem.. a very bIg big thank you!
Don't u think the poem is nice??
Anyway,i think it still sounds emotional.. don't you guys agreenwith me?
haha.

2009-01-05T09:44:00.006Z

A NEW YEAR RESOLUTION 2009

i know im suppose to post this very long time ago.. but i just couldn't get my brains working like how machines are .

hehex.

i've done thinking about my plans for this term 1.
If after term 1, i feel that is nt improving, i shall change it at the next term.

Lets talked about:

1. Studies:
academic to me, is crucially important this year as the Big O level is arriving. Soon, the real SPA of my three sciences will make my nerves to get to work fast.Will start my revision as soon as the teacher about to finish a topic. i aim to get all my test an As or Bs if possible for this term 1.
I shall read more malay and english books often to improve my languages especially the way i speak and write.

2. Military Band:
I hope the band would strive for good result in this year SYF 'o9 this year.I shall do my duty and task efficiently as band major of BVMB. I really really hope to leave the band with good memories and even i just hope i've left good impact to the band although there's ups and down's which is predicted somehow.I'll try to come down for sectional practice more often. anway,i love bvmb band members..

3. Silat:
I hope to get at least a silver again for National Silat Championship '09 (PSK). I'll try to often come down for my training at bedok(persisi) and jalan besar CC,in another word.."commited". For now, i want to learn to continue to improve myself as a Silat athlete. I shall strive, peservere and deter myself up for every training that im going through.

4. Time management/Discipline:
Is gonna be a hard ,tough, tiring year. I'll be mostly busy with BVMB,silat training and Studies.

after sch /in the afternoon:
MON: go for sectional practice
TUES: Silat
WED: bvmb
THURS: Silat
FRI: bvmb and then,go silat.
SAT:bvmb
SUN: Silat

I'll get myself into the habit of studying and not watching tv or staring or dreaming .. after i came back from any activities in the afternoon. I must also learn to divide my time well.Time is precious and even if it takes for me to study during the journey to bedok or wheresoever after school, i'll shall do it.

5: Class 'Tahfiz':
I aim to get over with 'Juzuk 30' and head on to "himpunan satu" before the next year arrives.
I'll try to at least be on time for the class every sumday morning. yippee!

ya.. tats all i've to say. anyway, i wont be updating so often unless i felt there's a need to.
K.. bye..

2009-01-03T13:22:00.012Z

After the band stock checking with Ms aida and huimin, since im walking the same way as huimin, i walked with her till the bukit batok POLYCLINIC.then took bus 188. fall asleep thoughout the journey.. hehe.
then, met mum and jie at harbourfront bus interchange.

we ate at the chicken rice stall at Vivo and bought bottle in case thirsty during the journey at sentosa.we went to the sentosa by monorail.
gosh, is been a long time since i went sentosa seh.

we alight at the beach station. Our purpose was to try out the Luge and skyride so we did but without my mum. i helped my mum to buy a water from coffee bean ," white chocolate dream with whip".

then upon reaching at Imbiah station by the Skyride...then we took the luge back to where we took the skyride..

Then.. after we a sat to enjoy the scenery, we walked around the sentosa..

then.. thats me and the many statue..

then.. another set of random pics..and tats all.. BYE! i hope u enjoy the pics.

2008-12-28T12:44:00.015Z

HMS FAMILY gathering 08.
@ East coast park on 28-29 dec
=) More than the word "Fun"!

SCRoll over the mosaic to see the full picture, Okays?

me and my sis went to bapak house at Jalan Besar.
I had my breakfast cum lunch there too. YUMMY. Mak minah cooked nice nice food.
At 2pm, me,sis and the kids (oddiq, yanie, ilham) board Om's car. Ilham and yanie never stop talking . haha. damn funny.

Upon reaching, we gather together with wak kadir and his family ,mum and dad.
Me and the kids check in a room chalet at G5(i think).Cant remember. sis followed my mum and i was left with the kids.Yanie and ilham went off with erlya to the beach.

I play around with oddiq till kak oda reached.
Then, finally.. i went to the beach with abang fuad.

Then.. the game begins!
my team members is Bapak, Kak munira and me!!
first game was Scavenger Hunt. My team won first!
SCRoll over the mosaic to see the full picture, Okays?

Second game was taking water from the river and fill up the bottle.

Third game was waterbomb
forth game was the blanket game.

then, went for a break, prayers and eating time.Next was the night activities.
While the adults are eating and barbeque-ing, the kids gather outside the chalet at a small field.
I went on with the plan for the kids game with the help of mum,sis and abang ajan.
It went chiaos for some games but overall, i think at least i give it a try.=)

Then, i went to eat noodles and a barbeque chicken.
while i was eating my chicken, abg herman called everyone for the game. hrmph.

GUESS what the next activity was a guy from each team have to dress up as a girl.haha.
Then after the team are ready, the guy-who-dress-up-as-a-girl was questioned by the jugdes. It's nt funny but VEry damn-super-uper Hilarious.
SCRoll over the mosaic to see the full picture, Okays?

then the next activity was the "don't forget the lyrics". Gosh. embarrasing and scared. but still Ok. when is my team next, i was damn scared luh because i be the singer and bapak and kak munira will be the background.
haha. the bacground is much louder than the singer itself. Funny!
SCRoll over the mosaic to see the full picture, Okays?

Then, is prize presentation time.
yay!
my blog won for the design (silver).I also got reward for being published at Japan's newspaper.
my family blog (sweetdarling) won for the puisi and acticle.

me and my sis play together with the kids.we played the sparklings thingy.

then, i went back to my tent along the beach. Hmm..
we drank water and ate curry with bread. Yummy!
then , we had a great chat together and hearing ghost stories and laughing about jokes. :)

i slept in between my mum and sis...till the next day..
when i woke up, i realized my face is really itchy. i woke my sis up to accompany me go to the toilet to wash my face at around 8am i think.

Hmm, after that, i go bath at the river. haha. the water very cold. haha.
the 2nd day was just more on relaxing and packing up.

then, we kacau Ayu by burying her lower part of her body with sand. the weird thing is she like jammed seh. then after we done buryin her, she cried so i carry her out. haha. then, she just squat there because she merajuk. haha. :)

this is ilham. He reminded me of dansh because he is so ulat and also the way he laugh,

then, went home. Om send mak minah,me,mum,oddiq,sis , yanie and emma. On the way out of the exit of the east coast park's carpark, his car pancit. Yanie went off with bapak while the rest watch Om doing the work. haha.

then , went to marina parade (parkway) and..
HOME SWEET HOME
k thats all ! bye bye!
GTG. bye!

2008-12-26T11:47:00.007Z

get that pink dress and tat grey pants at expo ytd too. ;)thanks mummy!

Yesterday, i went to Geylang with Mak minah ,bapak, mum , sis and Shoddiq.
We went for our breakfast. I ate "roti Naan".
hmm. then mak minah and mum went to the market while bapak, me , sis and shoddiq went to the playground. i take care of shoddiq. He's heavy luh and jus turn 3 years old.
Gosh.

Then, went to mak minah and bapak hse at Jalan besar.
Mak minah cook for us .. den shiddiq was brought home for a mean time.
here we are.

Oh.. then we went to Expo for the metro sale. hmmm. nice shopping luh. then, went home by mrt. Ouh when we transit at marina bay. we met kak bit and her family. :)

ya... tats all abt ytd.

oh ya, i'll be away till sunday for family gathering at East Coast Park. staying there for 1 nights.woots.gonna have lotsa fun.
take care ya, everyone?
:) byes!!! n pls tag my blog kk? thank you..;p

2008-12-24T08:39:00.012Z

IM on hiatus?? thats what bloggers usually say
when they are away for studying or watsoever.
If im wrong, pls tag.
I myself wanna know whats the meaning of "Hiatus!!!
Byes! :)

im learning...
Thats all i've to say for now ;)

2008-12-23T14:12:00.008Z

welcome!! :)

today at 2pm, i went out of home to go to bugis mrt.

I went there to get rid of those old books in my storeroom.

Sadly, i only get $3 after carrying a heavy bag.
make my shoulder hurt only seh.

And ..
I had a great laugh with my crappy sis today.
GUESS WHAT... At raffles mrt, i went up the escalator. Then, at first, the passengers at the opp train that going towards pasir ris have yet to step out of the train. then the train going towards jurong east have arrived for some time, me and my sis thought that the door is closing so we tried to walk fast. then Coincidently, the passengers at opp train was running behind us.. and then we were so silly that we also run. if you saw us, it look as if we are running for the sits while actually we don't. the worst thing is the auntie was beside me running. DAMN FUNNY.

Hmm. then since sis have course at 7pm, which mean she have one n a half hour to spend before she go off for her course, we decided to meet my mum at her workplace.

Then, sis left. so me n my mum decided to have dinner. yumyum, i ate hokkien mee while she ate chicken cheese rice @ giant.

Then. we headed home. n IM now blogging.
Ouh,i have make a deal with haniff about the Sec 4 Elementary Mathematic Txtbk. haha.
k.. tats all..

" DREAM AND EXPRESS YOUR DREAM INTO ACTION...."
-Uncle Sheik Alau'ddin-

" you will always be loved by me and no one shall replace you...."

2008-12-20T16:50:00.007Z

oh.
i've something to say.

i've never believe,
the dragon warrior would be,
someone that sells noodles
in a budget shop.

He was appointed accidently,
but to him,the turtle guy,
there was no mistake that was make,
for the noodle seller to be appointed.

unlike his dad and the turtle,
people didnt believe,
and have faith in him,
but instead;to look down on him,
and called him "The Big Fat Panda".

He thought he couldnt make it,
to do kungfu,
and be ready to name himself ,
the Kungfy Panda..

Turtle guy never stop saying to him,
to believe in himself,
and also reminded him ,
"..a true dragon warrior would never quit".

to be continued.... is for you to find out . haha

haha.i watched kungfu panda at home.kinda nice and cool because it is actually a perfect movie for a psychology case stdy. :)
Hmm.

a code that i've learnt: (i think i get it right)

Yesterday is a history,tomorrow is a mystery but today.... is a gift

2008-12-18T08:01:00.003Z

i took that photo and i edited in photo bucket..I love it, do you? if you don't , means i gt bad taste. haha. sad. never mind.

hmm.. oh ya. yesterday , the taiwan conductor came to our school.
had sectionals.den lunch.den sectionals. den fang rong left me at 4.30.i play alone.scary you know.den combine practice. :)

yup.tats all.
fang rong have yet to send me those photo. hehe.will hunt her for the pictures later. k, i gtg do homework.bye bye!

2008-12-17T14:42:00.010Z

Hello everyone,
last Monday(18.12.2008), BVMB went to YISS for a music exchange.It has been a great learning experience with the Npcc band of YISS. oh ya.. i met this two enthusiastic friends from Yusof Ishak Secondary School who play horn... i didn't get take pic of them but i remember one if Kelly and the other is shui juan i tink. hmm.

nice knowing them.
Both the taiwan conductor really great and good. They taughts us all alot.
:) ThANK YOU for coming down to singapore to teach us.
I hope to see them again next year before and after the SYF.

Then BVMB went to eat the barbecue food that was prepared by YISS and paid by their principal.IS so nice of the YISS principal luh.IS damn yummy but i only took one serving of everything.I really want to take another chicken but shy uh.hehex.
then i head home with the BVMB too. gagaga
I guess thats should be all.
The thing that i've always wanted is ur love
and u have given me that
the sweetest gift
that no other mortal could ever offer the same
I have taken you for granted
yes I have
Never really appreciated even the littlest thing that you've done
But now I realised that

and thou shall change into a less selfish soul
All that I ever wanted is for you
To be always by my side
Going through thick and thin
Through the years that this relationship had promised us

Nevertheless,
I would like to say

I will always love you...

TO YISS npcc band; Thanks for the Barbecue and the days with you guys. All the best for the upcoming SYF ya? :) Hope to see you guys next time

2008-12-14T08:45:00.006Z

that pic of me n hui min was taken last wednesday when we went out for lunch.
Here we are!

Today,
my plan is to try to at least get MOST of my homework done..
but it seems like i am just too lazy. haha.
I WILL GET MY HOMEWORK DONE!

hmm.i have nothing much to say but anyway,

to those band members that is following me to Yusof Ishak Sec Sch as a group,
please meet me at Bukit Batok Bus Interchange
at 7.30am, Okays?

bye! toodles..
=)gtg

14th dec 2008

2008-12-13T12:38:00.011Z

HEY im back. Okays.. er.. hmm.. im nt going to say about the previous days much but just to brief abit because not really in the mood. Okay.. how should i start.
hey..does that picture look appetizing to you? IS ayam masak MERAH K,if it doesnt appetite you to eat,then TOOO BADD.. Hmm, if you wanna know why i post that pic of the food, let me tell you why. Is because i cooked it on 11.12.2008 hehe. great isn't? but i asked my family to rate it, they gave 7/10 for my cooking. Not so bad luh. it was because there's not enough RED chilli.
K.next.

TO junie: remember the promises we make okay?

" the promises that we make
shall not be break
cause we have make a deal
and of course you wouldnt want it to be at stake
If one of us fail to turn up,
the other must turn up,
to lead the band,
but another promises should be make,
don't you dare to make it as an excuse for your absent."

It takes two hands to clap...so me n u ,Okay?

Hmm. i really gonna work it out things about band.i always keep it in my mind that "there's ups and down in band..." and "everything that have happen has its own reason.."
even it takes sacrifies to settle it down, i shall try to get it right and will never give it up.

i managed to vent out my anger . i didn't do it alone, but with yuai and junie.
IS kinda funny when i thought about it.
we took some pictures but sadly, yuai went off already.
but nvm.
See the smiles on ouur face =)
Anyway,i had a had time carrying stands and Tuba's stands and horn. hais.
But anw, this is d pics we took while waiting for all the band members to go home because Mdm geetha need to go home so me n junie need to take the responsibilty. but anw, I had fun and becoz of junie,yuai and fath, dey manage to mark a smile on my face. really appreaciate it. =)

sempat ehk we take pictures??
Kay.. tats all den..
bye!!

2008-12-09T04:03:00.006Z

hmm,
8 dec 2008:

Yay!Selamat hari raya haji to all muslim.

hmm,
as usual, we wear our baju kurung and took some pictures. will upload it later.
Went to my grandmother(father side) house at Jurong east.
den finally was my grandfather house (mother side) at tampines.
I had a great time at my grandfather house. haha. I ate many of the "keropok lekor" and yummy other snacks. haha.
Ouh, and also i spent my time taking care of ema.hehex.

The girl on the right is ema. she have grown much taller, talkative and big eater. haha.

den,my uncle (bapak) gave me a shoes and a high heel shoes.He got it from his work place.Thank you! btw, the high heel shoes really HIGH , okay.. haha.
secret: Im scared of heights. (sssshhh)
haha

me, mum, ayah and jie went to tampines mall.we just walked around.
then head on to Simei. we are supposed to find a pair of slipper for sis but ended up, mum n me bought crocs slipper. haha. . hehe.It cost $24.90 and is the original one. if don't know, an original crocs cost around $50.

hehex.
Then,i ate part of my mum's "tahu telur" and also my sis's beef spaghetti.
haha. drank half of the cheng teng and ribena.
haha.

:) it sounds as if my stomach is bloated uh?
haha.

Then, we all head home. i was sleepy during the whole journey to go home.

2008-12-07T09:15:00.007Z

AYAh,
This is a poem that is created by me on behalf of mummy and jie.
ENJOY!

We love you,
and you're special to us;
you taught us alot,
and guided us along..

You really mean to us
and we will never forget you;
You're the best dad;
I have ever met

maybe there's times we make you mad,
but still in our hearts,
we care alot for you.

We never dare to forget a date,
that does means alot to us,
and we know,
without you around,
Things will be very different compared to now..

Wani,Jie and mummy wants to wish you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY..:P

Wani: I hope you like the poem.stay happy and i'll one day be a very independent girl

Mummy: I love you to the bottom of my heart...

Jie: I wish u a Happy Birthday. Wish u all the best in everything that u do :)

2008-12-06T15:54:00.001Z

kay.. U must be wondering why i post that pic of conversation btw me n shafarie..
You guys read it , then u guys understand. haha
Shafarie, at my computer, You appeared offline luh.
zzzzzzz..
Oh , and anw pple, GOODNIGHT!!!!!!

2008-12-06T11:15:00.005Z

Hello..
back.. I did some changes at my blog..
COMMENT at My blog k?
TAg my board ya?

hehe.
it'll be my pleasure to read and reply your tag.
Hmm, i took around 1h 30 min to edit here and there.
:P

i think i've just wasted my time in that lame things.
Hmm, i don't know why i am in the mood of doing this kind of art stuff and editing of photos.
haha
Oh ya, to everyone, enjoy doing your holiday

assignment and HAPPY MUGGING!!!

2008-12-05T04:13:00.011Z

My throat is damn horrible. I sounds so boyish.I think i got a lot of flame in my throat. hais..
hmm, today, im going to post a poem.
I didn't know why i am in the mood of doing poem suddenly..

For you, CINTA ARJUNA( Malay version of Tong Hua),

you sang me those songs,
every time when i listen to you,
it kept me singing those songs,
as i wont forget your voice..

You make me fall in love with you,
and i always hope you would sing for me,
without any fail at all,
as i always dying to hear you sing..

i never met anyone like you before,
as you gave me inspiration to continue to sing,
and i shall not deny it that
you have became my idol..

whenever i listen to those songs,
it make me think about you,
remembering you sang "cinta arjuna",
could just melt my heart and soul..

hey people, don't misunderstood me. that poem is meant for no one.. let me explain how i got this poem out:

First paragraph;
Every night, i would listen to that song(cinta arjuna) through my phone before i sleep

2nd paragraph;
i would listen to tat song(cinta arjuna) without fail before i sleep..

3rd paragraph;
i just trying to be realistic.Then, i'll always try to sing the song(cinta arjuna) out well..

The last paragraph;
Is just the conclusion of how i feel about cinta arjuna

hahahaha.. wooots.. nice poem??
TO EVERYONE: COmment please??

oh ya.. pls visit www.bvmb-rhapsody.blogspot.com to see the pictures of the band camp..!!

2008-12-04T11:27:00.008Z

K.. i seriously feel like talking about the band training camp 2008.

It has been a great and fruitful camp. I never felt so satisfied after the tough and tiring time organizing band camp. It have been a great experience to get to organize for my beloved BVMB and make the training camp a tough and tiring one but fun too.

I somehow felt touched after reading those reflection my dear band members have wrote.
I seriously felt all my effort n also the committee, have been really paid off.
i forget to bring camera luh. sad seh.

lets talked about the schedule:

hmm,
8.00am: footdrills

9.00am: band practice

12.00pm: Lunch
THANKS sally for helping me to settle the packet lunch for the band members

1.00pm: ENSEMBLE practice
(to sharon: cheer up!)

4.30pm: footdrills @ canteen
THANKS engteck for helping me take things here and there
THANKS shafarie and hui min for helping me out in preparing the game and accompany me at the back of the hall
THANKS larissa , shafarie, eng teck and huimin to blow balloons for me.

5.45pm: break
6.30pm:Out to buy food for the dinner project
7.30pm: Dinner

8.00pm: ensemble
Groupings;
1. clarinets (walden,yinghui, ming siew, xiao hui, huimin n junie)
2. Flute (liting, cassandra n thwe ni)
3. saxophones(esmonde, jian yu, shao xuan, jian xin), horn(isaac, fangrong n me) n sharon n jaron
4. Mixture of brass players (Yu ai, hannan, wen jun, shi ying n syafiq)
5.percussion( sally, jiyun, engteck, joel and yu zheng)

9.30pm: GAMEs (kidnapped)
Victims were Xiao hui, Ying Hui, walden and Wen jun... kidnapped by shafarie!
first team: Group 2
2nd team: Group 1
3rd team: Group 4
4th team: Group 3

Group 3 supposedly to win as shao xuan chose the correct envelope for their correct colour card but then junie n me felt that we should change because later they would not learn anything or try out any games.
So, BVMB, we got our reasons why we do so.

Hmm, then lights off.
Oh ya, me , huimin, larissa, eng teck, syafiq lie down at the middle of the parade square. damn shiok. sadly, junie, yuai, thwe ni, joel .. didnt join coz some of them slept already.

haha. damn fun...at late night, suddenly, we saw 5 stray dogs outside the school. damn scary.
haha.

then we woke at 6am to wash up.
the funny part was when junie already carry the tables at the parade square, i go sleep on it. then, junie didnt realise at first until she realise that i wasnt walking with her.
the weird thing is she also try to lie down at the table. Funny luh.

haha

hmm, then we did our physical training at 7am.
It really woke them up from their sleepy mood. Kinda funny when they blow the balloons because they tend to puff their cheeks. hehe

:D
i cant really remember who was the first, second team to complete the task.
then, we had our breakfast.
yay!

8.40am: Area cleaning.
(When all the groups have already assemble except for group 2, i went to check out the PSR for the group 2. Then, i realised that they all fall asleep after cleaning up. Very shoking and funny luh)
9.30am: footdrills
I believe that they have a tough training but also fun.. I tried to have games through footdrills. haha. i hope they loved it.
11.30am: reflections
12.00am: Prize presentations
12.40pm: celebrate syafiq's n jian yu's birthday. :D

Then, me, huimin, thwe ni , yuai and junie go band store and planned out the new arrangement for the band store. :D

then at 2pm, we went home..

CONGRATULATIONS to all groups and those who receives the prizes.. :D for those who didn't receive, Keep on striving and never give up because you'll never know maybe your turn is next. :D

2008-11-30T14:17:00.012Z

yea, IM back blogging although im suppose to be out-of-bound status.
hehex. Hmm,firstly...

TO TZE HSIN(on the right);

I wanna wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..fifteen already uh.. :D
Hey gurl, stay happy and cute always yea?
All the best in watever you do.. i tried to find a pic of you but ended up i took it from your facebook. haha. Hope u didnt mind. :D

K.. next..
I got this terrible "tembel" on my right eye. damn hurt luh. it make me headache..
Hmm, maybe because i often sleep late.
haha.. Horrible manx ..

K.. next..
recently, i have been busy preparing for that band camp.

btw..JUNIE, u better get well and come for the camp. Dun leave me n the rest alone.
COme on, without you around, is not gonna be so fun..
TAKE care of yourself luh..

K.. next..
to aslam;

Cheer up luh!! time will tell so patient..
:D.. SMI-lex..
gaga..
I hope you will get back to ur usual lame jokes n etc..hahaha
N btw,Think positive and don't let those negative thoughts to control you instead.
Believe that things will get better and in gods will,it will get better.
Everything that happens, have a good reason for it.. :Dhehe
Anw, just cheer up..

K.. next..
To isaac;

ISaac( the junior who loves to act emo in the pic), thanks for printing for those two documents .Will give you something on band camp yea.. be glad that i thought of repaying you in return ya..

K..next..
hmm, actually, nothing much already.
ouh. to all band members:

Band practice on 1st dec 08
Report at 8am
Attire: Band-T
What to bring: Yourself n your good positive mind to band
What to leave: Your Bad attitude and your selfishness
JUSt to inform you, mayflower band is coming over so yea, show what you've got BVMB!

Haha
K. im lame.

Oh ya, fang rong 's blog reminded me something.
it was about last friday band practice.
the time that we have our own sectionals..
is really hurting to get the blame but there's nth i can do.
Im just sick n tired to keep on reminding the band to do their sectional's practice on their own. why do i have to always shout at you guys?
Look, now what have happen, if u guys don't practice, who got the blame?
ME right?

Zzzz.. please lah , band.. You know you don;t need me to keep on reminding you this kind of simple stuff that you guys should know how to think.
IRRitating you know.
See, after Mrho scolded me, don't you think you need to reflect?
hais..
N btw, you seriously don't owe me any apology, you guys actually owe yourself one..
THINK LAH.. why everytime i have to lecture at you guys?????...answer me luh..zzzz
speechless..
i thought of talking some sense to you guys last fri after i release the band..
but when i come to think of that,
IS USELESS to LECTURE YOU GUYS..
BAND,prove me wrong,will ya?

K thats all.GOODNITE
BYE!

2008-11-27T10:17:00.004Z

I may be out of bound for time being as i think i should get my homework done.
I have been delaying to get all the holiday assignment done nowadays..
Is time that i should focus on my studies as Next year is my turn to sit for O level uh..
My EOY results have not been up-to-my-standard kinda thing..
And it really wake me up...

" gosh, you think i can make it next year?
For now, i doubt so..
Just hoping for the best ..."

Hmm, Life now is getting much better.. I just feel so great but there's something that bothers me alot nowadays..
you wanna guess what?
Hmm, it was actually the band TRAINING camp that is coming up any sooner.. 2nd dec/3rd dec..

"A bit excited to go..
But A bit not looking forward at all..
maybe because i just scared that things may not go the way i wanted to be..."

I just have low confidence about this kind of organize stuff..
haha..

"hmm, i thought of bringing my homework to the band camp..
haha.. should i or should i not?
Kay , i think i shouldn't

haha.. Lotsa things that needed to be done.. YAY! must chiong...

Hmm, im kinda excited to go silat training tmr..
n idk why..

Maybe because i love the training...

Ouh ya.. sad that SIS is away for PPIS camp and now im left alone in the quiet room..
JIe, Have fun yea!!

2008-11-27T09:33:00.005Z

Today, i went to check out my facebook which been long time since i check it out.

Thanks to Jason, NJ and Ong Soon eng !!

Jason Yu wrote at 11:29pm

Hey!Even though I don't know you personally,HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Edit

Nj Nuruljannah wrote at 8:08pm

hap-hap-happy birthday :]

Edit

Ong Soon Eng wrote at 7:07pm

hey there,happy birthday!

Hmm, Oh ya, there's this picture at shafarie's facebook..it was taken during the farewell party.. Then , that shafarie go upload this pic.. Then , a person called " wong xiaoling" claim that i look familiar.. Jus scroll down to see the conversation..and see how evil shafarie are..hahah.. KIDDING.. damn what luh

Wong Xiaoling wrote
at 11:11pm on November 25th, 2008

was she from boon lay gdn primary? looks like my school mate

Muhammad Shafarie Abdul Manan wrote
at 11:55pm on November 25th, 2008

LOL. Yeah, she was from Boon Lay Garden Primary. (:

Wong Xiaoling wrote
at 11:56pm on November 25th, 2008

oh man. She didn't change much. I bet I changed too much

Muhammad Shafarie Abdul Manan wrote
at 2:38am yesterday

Serious?! Haha. I'll tell her that. Gonna make fun of her! Haha. Hmmm, I wonder how you looked like back then... Anyway, was she from your class?

Wong Xiaoling wrote
at 6:28pm yesterday

erm maybe primary one or two? Can't remember haha

Wong Xiaoling wrote
at 6:31pm yesterday

Think she was from prefectorial board. Like me!!! Although I only joined for one year...

Muhammad Shafarie Abdul Manan wrote
at 11:42pm yesterday

LOL, that's a really long time. GOSH! She was a prefect?! I've gotta ask her if it's for real. She doesn't look like one. Haha.

Atiq Syazwani wrote
at 4:12pm

zzzz.. hey yo pple.. YA, i am from Boon Lay Garden Primary School... But im not a prefect( i am not so guai le).. WALIAOZ .. shafarie... ONly think of disturbing me uh?? DAMN u!!.. haha.. i didnt really change much ever since im from primary school.. I still got the baby face look.. hehhehehehehe :D

2008-11-25T12:47:00.006Z

Oh ya.. i remember to do a quiz that wei zhi asked me to do.. QUIZZZZZZZ!!!! btw, i rarely do quizzes if pple asked me to do..
1. The person who tagged me is
Lim wei zhi

2. Your relationship with him/her
a good buddy..

3. Your five impressions of him/her
hmm, a great dancer, have really good taste of music, funny, intelligent and irritating sometime(no offense yea)

4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you
Helped me out with poems

5. If she/he had become your lover,you will
haha..that will never happen as He is attached to me beloved friend

6. If she/he had became your lover, things she/he needs to be improve on
Don't be so irritating...can?haha. Kidding

7. If she/he became your enemy now
i'll settle things out?

8.What is it you want to talk her/him now
Atiq says " No more quizzes from you alright? " hahaha.. kidding.. i just wanna say hie?

9.Your overall impression of him/her
Wei Zhi is a human but not an alien like me?

10.How do you think people around you, will feel about you
the different people have different views..

11.The characteristic you love about yourself is
I can be very hyper and enthusiastic.. and IM HAPPY THAT im SHortie..gaga:P

12.The most ideal person you want to be is
Not be a hot tempered girl?

13.For people who cares & likes you, say something to them
If you love me, i'll love you too.. =)

Choose 10 people to be tagged:(Choosing only people with up-to-date blog.)
1. Olivia Silalahi
2.Suhailah
3. Hanisah
4. Shafarie
5.ashraf
6.Ying hui
7.Ming siew
8. Uzair
9. Jie (atiq isnarti) My sis..
10.myself (i cant think of anyone else)

14.Who's No. 6 having relationship with (YingHui)
none..?

15.If No. 7 and No. 10 are together, will it be a good thing? (Ming Siew and me)
OMG.. hahaha.. she 's a she and so do i.. haha.btw, she's my junior.. :D

16.What is No. 2 studying about (Suhailah)
English, Malay, A maths, E maths, Physics,(she drop her bio), Chemistry, History, SS.

17.When was the last time you had a chat with No. 3 (Hanisah)
The last time i chat with her on msn was on 18 nov i think

18.What kind of music does No. 8 likes (Uzair)
Not so sure myself.. IDk..

19.Does No. 1 has any siblings (Olivia Silalahi)
yup..

20.Will you woo No. 3 (Hanisah)
It sounds so wrong uh..

21.How about No. 7 (ming siew)
HAhahah..LAme

22.Is No. 4 single (Shafarie)
Yes..

23.What is the surname of No. 5 (ashraf)
damn.. for malay names, which one is our surname?..

24.What is the hobby of No. 10 (myself)
I love to draw, sports, sing, sleep and eat

25.Do No. 5 & No. 9 get along well (ashraf and my sis)
haha... FUNNY.. damn funny.. VERY FUNNY.. ashraf thinks my sis is very lame and retarded while sis thinks he so "MAT jiwang.."

26.Where does No. 9 live (my sis)
same as me.. like duh..

27.What colour does No. 4 likes (Shafarie)
GREEN.. zzzz

28.What is No. 10 doing now (Myself)
haha.. doing the quiz.. :)

2008-11-25T10:14:00.009Z

Okays.. band BAND BAND BAND!!!!!

Haha..hmm..Ok, i just forgotten what i wanna say.
Oh ya.. last friday.. BVMB have band practice as per normal but in the morning from 8am-10.30am, we have BVSS open house....

_______ told me to set up concert position at the HALL by 8am at 7.30am.then, when the clock struck at 7.55am, the band are already ready at the HALL.

Then Yuai told me that _______ is waiting at the canteen so i think is set up at the Canteen.
I was like kinda shocked.

so i went to the canteen...and. this is the conversation between me n _______ .

____: *shouting across the canteen* atiq! you're suppose to set up at there (pointing at the corner of the canteen) by 8am.
me: cher! you said set up concert position at 8 am at the HALL. i heard you saying Hall just now at 7.30am.
____: No.. i said set up at the HAll(pointing at the corner of the canteen) by 8 am . now is already at 7.55am
me: cher, you have just said Hall.. not canteen.
____: ya..I said Hall.. no...i mean Canteen.
me: cher, the band members have already set up everything at the Hall. I pity the percussion you know.

then i went up but when i reach the hall, i remember that i forget to ask him whether leave the chairs at the hall or what.. So When i run down the staircase, he scolded me to faster call the band members.

me: cher,i come down to ask you whether leave the chairs there or what.
____: (* he paiseh)

jeeesh, irritating you know.. he even dare to shout across the canteen .. not even my fault luh.
hais.

then, he is the type who wont help carry stuff luh. Then, out of sudden , he went up to Hall to help carry the percussion.

haha.

Then, we went for lunch at 12. me and junie take care the instruments that is left at the canteen while huimin, engteck, thwe ni and jaron went opposite to buy food for us.

THANKS but especially to ENG TECK because when he realise that he forget to take junie's hotdag and fries.. he ran back to the auntie and collect. so caring of him ..

Hmm, then we ate our lunch till 1pm.

haha. then, at 1.10pm, we fool ru jing. It was yuai's and jaron's idea. Damn funny luh.I had a great time laughing .

We decided to call rujing and say that mr hoe and most of the band members reached already..Then, we even act like saying mr hoe angry already and i have to like say band stand..
haha. then, at 1.15pm, we saw ru jing running from opposite. Then, when he reached, he was like damn paiseh luh when he saw like the band members is not at the concert position and mr hoe not around.
HAHAHHAHA

I was laughing like a mad woman because is damn funny esp ru jing's expression. But seriously, he dumb luh because how could we call when mr hoe is talking to us and angry with us.

funny. then, we went for sectional practice.

Some random photos of my french horn sections:

Thats fang rong and Isaac!!
Thats hannan!
oh ya, this below pictures, me n isaac tries to act emo.. and seriously is damn funny.. enjoy!

got one more pic of me n isaac acting emo.. but i think i accidentally delete it at my computer.haha.Some other time ya? Hmm, A retarded pic of me.
hahahahahahahhaha

hmm, im nt suppose to showcase this below picture but anw, who cares...
hahahah..

Jian yu caught in action!! Is kinda cool.. because i got the sky as the background.
Oh ya... last picture.. IS ISAAc.. he really crazy to really act emo..
I asked him to stand at the fence and he really did. then i purposely long long.. so people who see thinks he crazy..

K.. TATS should all for today.. :)

2008-11-18T02:54:00.047Z

yay..15th birthday! My sister made for me this video

Hmm, Yesterday, Sister asked me to treasure hunt around the house 15 minute before 12 midnight. haha.

first hint : Video itself
2nd hint: calender
3rd hint: at trophies
4th hint : at a room

Then finally i found my present for the year which is wallet at 12 midnight. I have been saving money for a wallet nowadays but then mum bought for me already. Sweet. :D
THANK YOU MUMMY, JIE and ayah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today::
THis is a video that i make myself.. enjoy!

I wanna thanks to all this people below for their wonderful wishes and everything.
(i'll continuously update and edit as people wish me happy birthday)
Through messages:

- Jone:" happy birthday in advance k! Enjoy your birthday! Fifteen already!!"

- Haniff: "Just drop me an email or tag on my blog about your birthday.So sorry i don't know.I just wish you advance birthday since i may not able to wish you on time."

- Ting Yan: "happy birthday to you the new atiq! coz of the hair.. haha.."

- Oneay: wani , happy advanced birthday.. since i dont know if i can see you online tmr .

- Fathullah: " I buy for you a replica of you from toyrus k.. so a dark skin barbie doll with short hair will be a perfect gift"...

-Sally: Atiq, here to wish you happy birthday.Don't be sad .........i will be here for you.Hope your wish will come true.

-Wei zhi: Happy 15th birthday atiq! may all your wishes come true and wish you peace and happiness! smile! Lol! im wei zhi!

-Junie:Atiq! happy Birthday!!

-Syafiq:Whooo! Happy Birthday!!

-Suhailah:Happy birthday atiq! enjoy you Day!haha.Good luck for your Os okay!

- Shariff: Hey ! happy birthday, Atiq! I don;t dare to your forget birthday like you said.Have a great day and never let anything spoilt this day because it's a special and big day for you where you deserve to be happy!

-Shafarie:hey.haha.lol.not that i didn't want to wish but everytime if i smsed you,you like never reply back.so yeah.sorry.Anyway, happy belated birthday!

Through calls:
- Siddiq @ 12 at night
- Sathish @ 10am
-Nauar @ 11.15am

Through msn:

- Eunice: Cheer up, advance-bird-day girl ! ^^

- Fathihah:& happy birthday in advance, sis ! awwwwww, dont be sad tmr, yea. even if **** is not around. lol.

-Wei Zhi :happy 15th birthday in advance atiq =)

- Shariz: Happy birthday!

-hamizan: sry..my comp disconnect..happy bdae anw(: must work hard nxt yr for syf and ur studies yeah(: may all ur wishes come true(: Jiayou!!(:

-Ji yun: Happy birthday

-cassandra: happy birthday!

-hanisah: hello! HAPPY BDAE =) i noe im nt the first to wish..

-Angeline: Hi! happi bdae! =)

-Fathullah: . HAppy birthday ;D

-Uzair : oh yah! happy birthday!...sorry luper. xP. nvm i save ur birthdate on my phone calendar
-Firdaus: Happy birthday! awww.. cute hair!haha

-Cheryl:HAPPY 15 BIRTHDAY! :D

-Tutty: Happy Birthday (a pic of a cake)!

-Yee Jun:hey.todays ur birthday.happy birthday alright!=)

- EiiQa: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! (K) (^) HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

-lalaminx : omg. happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!((:

-Qiong Min:HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D 15th le.

-amirah : HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY!!

-Aslam:ATIQ.HAPPY BIRTHDAY.sis in law. :)hahas.

-Ridzuan:helo.your birthday today uh?happy birthday! ;D

-Adib: ok .. happy birthdae and sorry for the late wish didn't mean it.. =] ... last long , panjang umur ,jyeah? xD ... happy2 slalu...and smoga masa depan ceria ..xD

-Isaac:HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! i nvr forget lor ~XD

-Izz: hey smlm,ha[[ie balated birthday..so do u get a full set of barbie doll?...hahaha so u get alot of present...?

Esther: happy belated birthday!:D

-Siddhar:happy birthday\\\.....belated

Through blogs/tagboard:

Sally: heyhey, happy birthday. Ohh yesterday night, Hahaa. I called cause weizhi & i want to see which numbers is the correct one,. That's why. Hahaa. happy birthday
(at her blog, she post a short post for me .. go see if you want , http://www.sallyisme.blogspot.com/)

Fathihah: Hellohello hihi. I tag you, yo. Hahaha. & Happy B'day.

EiiQa: : alalala..cute nye video die.like the writer.lol.i saw someone:Plol.HAPPY BIRTHDAY yeah!see you this friday:)hehehee

Cg: hepi birthdea

Fathin: almk ! your bday pass alr ?? sorry babe . i dint know ;D GAHH !! happy BDAY !! mine is jst tomorrow ;D WOOHOOOO ! you rock atiq ;D

ratnah: heyheyhey! happie belated birthday. hees..sorry uh wish lmbt sikit!

Xiyu: Happy birthday!!!!

through friendster:

Shafiq
Posted 11/17/2008 2:35 pm
happy birthday atiq

Nurul Jannah
Posted 11/18/2008 8:59 pm
hap-hap-happy birthday!

Through emails:

Nelly :hoLa g3rL!

wAaaaaaaaA! 15 alr3adY s3iI! h3Ii. juSt waNna wiSh yOu a

ha:p:pY 15tH biRthdAy!

hEiya ppL! cheCk ouT mY besTie heRe! it'S heR hOla moNTh!
hoW aweSomEr caN iT b3?! pr3seNts ev3rwherE anD doZen oF misSes
anD kisSes arE fLyinG foR atiQ!! woooohooooO! haHA! i misS ya girL!
wiSh to meEt uP som3daY! welL. takE caRe ait3? maY alLah blesS and
taKe carE oF yoU alWayS! anD maY alL yOUr wisHes com3 tRu3!
lOve yA kidDo!

loTs of loV3,
natalia A.

Happy Birthday from BirthdayAlarm!‏

:
Atiq

Just a quick email to wish you a very happy birthday today from everyone here at BirthdayAlarm.com.

Have a great birthday!

Xochi, Michael and Paul

From netlog:
Happy birthday cutewani!

Hey cutewani,

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Congratulations.

You receive 15 credits as a gift from Netlog!
Have a great day!
the Netlog Team

From CityCare:

CityCare wishes you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!‏

Dear Caretalyst,

CityCare wishes you a very Happy Birthday!

Wishing you a birthday filled with dreams and a year in which they all come true.

From the Directors & Staff of CityCare

Email from Sathish:
Dear Atiq ,

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(at the birthday card, it says....

Through the years,
I've shared so much with you,
both bitter 'n' sweet
you've been such a comfort
to me, helping me in every day
And all i wanna say today is
Sis, i treasure you close to my heart.

Today is a wonderful day for you, cause its your BIRTHDAY!! ... today is the day where u should be happy and joyful, smiling always and live freely .... hahaha ... enjoy ur birthday sista! ... have a wonderfull day

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! )

Best wishes,
123Greetings.com

Others:
Ashraf:* long long message*

2008-11-17T10:17:00.003Z

Fate of the God: BVss choice piece! :D

Westlake Concert Band 2006
Conductor: Mrs James
Title :Fate of the Gods
Event : KBB F estival

2008-11-17T03:06:00.036Z

BOO! Im Back.. Yesterday, i went to meet mum @ bugis to have my lunch at Raffles Hospital Banquet. I ate wanton noodle. Hmm, then walked around.
Then, go national library.

At 2pm, we waited for Eiiqa, Izz, Azhar and Fathullah at Bedok mrt.

we went to silat training at bedok persisi.
Uncle sheik was there and 6 boys doing skipping we quickly went to change our attire and run 2 rounds. we did skipping for 20 minutes. and were asked to do a lot of push-ups and sit ups.

It was a tiring 3 hours training. @5pm- 5.30pm, we did warm-ups and then me, Eiiqa and sis went to bath.

woots, we felt so shiok and cooling. gaga. then we went to buy bubble tea to quench our thirsts.

Thnks fathullah for the treat. he treat all of us bubble tea except for Eiiqa because she go buy earlier than all of us. haha. then, we took mrt.Sis and eiiqa manage to take a nap.

Some random photos.
(RETARDED IZZ IS OVER THERE! bluek! )

2008-11-13T11:38:00.006Z

Me and Olivia. is edited by Olivia

Hmm, i took that photo from Olivia. hope she didn't mind. really. hahak.finally, i get to overcome my fear to go to band because of my funny hair that doesn't suit my face. hmm, yesterday i went for band. i met some Osl cambodia team'08. I really want to go but is jus fated that i can't. hmm, im kinda happy to meet sabrina, ting yan and quenton because i just missed them alot.

serious. I hearts them alot.

Hmm, we did footdrills in the morning. and we get to start with our choice piece for SYF which is Fate of the God.
I just hope that the band really strive for sucess.we have like another 5 months to SYF.

To all symphonic/military band taking part in SYF : All the best, n continue working and strive for higher goals. DO not give up no matter how hard is it...Your result is based on your hardwork and effort.

:)

Junie didn't went for band ytd. hais. isaac n fang rong also.I very sad luh. haha.

Oh ya, pics i took due to boredem before lunch.

me and wen jun. hehe

k tats all..
will update more later..

2008-11-10T15:16:00.002Z

This IS centurions cheer during Ngee Ann camp ...
I found it at youtube.
i miss them truly

video

2008-11-10T15:03:00.003Z

34th NCO CAMP. PASSING OUT PARADE.
BAND MAJOR PERFORMANCE.
we played the Jamaican rumba halfway and played the full songs of The Village People Hit Mix.

DRUM MAJOR DISPLAY TECHNIQUE while The BAND MAJOR PlAYED DISCO LIVES.

k tats all. i got it from youtube. the video quality is nice. Not bad luh.